Your sister is a hero, I have to tell you that I don't get how many people here wanted to comite suicide because... life's like the best thi… moreng you can have and even if it's bad, you will have always time to change it (believe me I know what it is like).
I actually am quite enjoying life now, especially since summer vacation is coming in like five or six weeks. At the time I was struggling to find out my sexuality, (I am BI) and I was becoming increasingly scared, because half of the gay kids at my school are treated like shit.
I'm happy that you didn't do it, man. You just have to remember, even though times may be rough, someone, somewhere needs you. You have to be there, man. Can't let those bullying motherfuckers get to you, no matter how hard they try.
Um...
When I was 9, I came across fanfiction . net, and read some very kinky Kung fu Panda lemons between Po and Tigress. I liked them.
0-0 Please dun kill me...
... Please gimme episode 3 now.
I don't really have any secrets, but I remember that when I was really young, a piece of tissue fell out of my pocket at school, and I remember thinking the whole time that I would go to hell or something lmfao.
Yeah, my school's sex ed program had a whole couple days on the subject. One of the benefits of living in California I guess. They had us wa… moretch several case studies on it. One was a couple, both of which used to be the opposite gender as to what they are now. One was of a little boy->girl. The third was of a boy->girl named Jazz. Just curious, are you a boy to girl, or girl to boy, if that isn't too invasive a question?
Yeah, modern society really fucks with the minorities. Friends of mine were disliked, due to their race or sexuality and I was disliked because of my heritage, so I understand what you mean by being scared. I was paranoid back in my school, and I just dealt with shit as it came.
I actually am quite enjoying life now, especially since summer vacation is coming in like five or six weeks. At the time I was struggling to… more find out my sexuality, (I am BI) and I was becoming increasingly scared, because half of the gay kids at my school are treated like shit.
The only place I go on the internet is here really lol.
I prefer to game solo, since when I play with others online I find out im not as good as I thought. Games don't hold my attention like they used to and I only really like campaigns so when I finish them I move on and the only game that has held my attention since I was 10 (damn 11 years) are the handheld pokemon rpg games. (My darkest secret just might be that I play pokemon) Besides all that I have a 360.
stuph? Thaaangs lmao I had to. I'll let myself out lol.
I can see where you are coming from. I act like the happiest person in the world but deep down I cant enjoy myself no matter where I am, or who I'm around. The few things that make me happy make me feel like crap later when I realize how big of a waste of time it really is. (main one being TV)
Moving schools sucks! I had to once. I went to my school all the way up till the year I had to go to high school. What's the big deal you may ask. I graduated Jr. High with a class of 42. Moved into Houston with a class of 962. If that wasn't bad enough when I finally started to make friends they gave me the nickname Whitey, since I was one the very few white people in the school. No big deal right. Try to be taken seriously with the nickname Whitey. The girls say your name like your a joke, and when you're being serious I would always here people, no not people my best "friends" laugh and say "Fucking Whitey XD"
Nice to know they had my back. Assholes. I rarely hang out with them nowadays but when I do I remember why I don't. I don't even know if any of them remember my real name anymore. Never really been bullied but I salute you for knocking that fucker out. I heard the story on another thread and i truly am proud of you for sticking up for yourself.
I feel you, I had hard childhood too.
Everything was fine in my life, I had a lot of friends, good school, even a "girlfriend", but the… moren we moved to another city and everything became hell.
I got bullied, humiliated, people started gossiping about me.
They even took pictures of me and put them to the internet.
I started to skive o school, and I had dark thoughts in my head. It was pretty obivious that there was something wrong with me, I just didn't know what. I didn't like to go out of my house 'cause I had this feeling that everybody was looking at me like I was a monster or something.
Those bullies really hurt me and I wanted to hurt them back so I did the baseball bat thing to one of them.
I didn't tell my mom about the bullyng but she fnd it out when she saw that I was being bullied on the street.
Then I changed school and we moved to another house and almost everything was fine again :)
But I still couldn't forget what they did to me.
Those 4 years really left a mark on me.
Its true with all races. Im a white man living in Houston and I get treated like shit by everybody. Being a minority around any group can be bad. I would always here people talking shit about me in Spanish when i'd walk down the halls in High school and even today when i walk around my neighborhood, go out to eat, just anything really I here the same racist remarks like I haven't lived in Houston for 6 years and haven't picked up some words.
Yeah, modern society really fucks with the minorities. Friends of mine were disliked, due to their race or sexuality and I was disliked beca… moreuse of my heritage, so I understand what you mean by being scared. I was paranoid back in my school, and I just dealt with shit as it came.
I live in Cali. Nobody really fucks with anyone in Cali. Nerds, jocks, black, white, gay, straight, they're all free to be who they are, so long as they don't mind people of the other groups talking behind their backs.
Its true with all races. Im a white man living in Houston and I get treated like shit by everybody. Being a minority around any group can … morebe bad. I would always here people talking shit about me in Spanish when i'd walk down the halls in High school and even today when i walk around my neighborhood, go out to eat, just anything really I here the same racist remarks like I haven't lived in Houston for 6 years and haven't picked up some words.
Its sad cause I try to get along with everybody.
We didn't really have Nerds, jocks, "cool kids" at our school. The Mexicans make up the majority, then the blacks, then the whites. They had a gang that liked to attack black people but everytime it would be like 5 Hispanics trying to beat up one black guy and they would all get their ass kicked. Quite hilarious really looking back. You cant feel like a man when you lose a 5 on 1 fight.
Any way I wasn't trying to make that sound racist but from personal experience around here its always the punk type of the Hispanics that are always trying to start shit with people. The ones that like to drop their car so low you scratch the bottom of their car if they were to hit a pebble. It gets more and more ridiculous every year. That's all they do is live to talk shit about anybody who isn't directly fresh from the border. Again I stress not trying to sound racist, but they would show me maps of Texas and California being part of Mexico and always kind of angrily say to me something like "That's how it should be gringo." Very uncomfortable. What do I say? They can be racist and just down right hateful all they want but the minute I even try to talk back the school, and nowadays authorities make me out to be the bad guy. I'm the farthest thing from a racist, I just hate punks. If anything I dislike my own race more than any other. In Houston anyways. Most the white people I've met have been crackheads and/or thieves. Sorry for the rant, I just needed to get that out.
I live in Cali. Nobody really fucks with anyone in Cali. Nerds, jocks, black, white, gay, straight, they're all free to be who they are, so long as they don't mind people of the other groups talking behind their backs.
We have the cool kids, and then everyone else you like is from your clique, usually. Our school is almost half Mexican, and almost half white (the Mexican half being the larger one), literally 2 black people, and no other races. Everyone else is considered biracial. Nobody beats up anyone, because in such a high up school, that shit happens and you never see them motherfuckers again.
Yeah, I know what you mean about the punk type of Mexican. That's basically all of the Mexicans in my school. Not all Mexicans in general, I just have a really small school. A REALLY small school. I'm not racist. My best friend is Mexican... A Mexican who hates Mexicans -_- Literally, he's the most racist person I know. Maybe he isn't a good example. I'm friends with one of the two black people in my school.
We didn't really have Nerds, jocks, "cool kids" at our school. The Mexicans make up the majority, then the blacks, then the whites. They h… moread a gang that liked to attack black people but everytime it would be like 5 Hispanics trying to beat up one black guy and they would all get their ass kicked. Quite hilarious really looking back. You cant feel like a man when you lose a 5 on 1 fight.
Any way I wasn't trying to make that sound racist but from personal experience around here its always the punk type of the Hispanics that are always trying to start shit with people. The ones that like to drop their car so low you scratch the bottom of their car if they were to hit a pebble. It gets more and more ridiculous every year. That's all they do is live to talk shit about anybody who isn't directly fresh from the border. Again I stress not trying to sound racist, but they would show me maps of Texas and California being part of Mexico an… [view original content]
See the punk type make up a small part around here, but enough to where its a problem. And when you live in a small town inside of a city they can pretty much do what they want seeing as our police and judges are corrupt and only bother people who make a decent living. Or if your not Hispanic. They take one look at anybody else and they throw the book at them. The punk or illegal gets arrested and they're back on the street within days back to their old habits.
I had a Mexican friend like that and this story is hilarious actually cause it caught me off guard. One day we were walking to class and a teacher was shouting at him in Spanish to tuck in his shirt. The teacher finally caught up to him, since he was ignoring him and says
"Did you hear me?"
my friend "You were talking to me?"
teacher "Yeah I don't know how many times I just now told you to tuck in your shirt"
my friend "Does it look like I speak that beaner shit"
Me O__O'
That friend ended up joining the Marines lol. just thought i'd throw in that last part just because.
We have the cool kids, and then everyone else you like is from your clique, usually. Our school is almost half Mexican, and almost half whit… moree (the Mexican half being the larger one), literally 2 black people, and no other races. Everyone else is considered biracial. Nobody beats up anyone, because in such a high up school, that shit happens and you never see them motherfuckers again.
Yeah, I know what you mean about the punk type of Mexican. That's basically all of the Mexicans in my school. Not all Mexicans in general, I just have a really small school. A REALLY small school. I'm not racist. My best friend is Mexican... A Mexican who hates Mexicans -_- Literally, he's the most racist person I know. Maybe he isn't a good example. I'm friends with one of the two black people in my school.
I actually tried to hang myself once, my sister saved my life without even knowing. I had the rope tied around my neck, and I was standing i… moren my computer chair. My eight year old sister knocked on the bedroom door, and asked me to pour her some orange juice since my parents weren't home, and I was the only one tall enough to reach the cups. I hid the rope, and I never ended up hanging myself. It was all because of ONE bully at school, that I tried to kill myself. I learned to put up with him.
EDIT: I have never told anyone about this, not my sister, my girlfriend, my mother, or my father.
That would never happen here. In one of the whiter parts of America, Hispanics probably get it worse. Actually, knowing a lot of guys who've been in jail in these parts, I'd actually say it's pretty even.
See the punk type make up a small part around here, but enough to where its a problem. And when you live in a small town inside of a city t… morehey can pretty much do what they want seeing as our police and judges are corrupt and only bother people who make a decent living. Or if your not Hispanic. They take one look at anybody else and they throw the book at them. The punk or illegal gets arrested and they're back on the street within days back to their old habits.
I had a Mexican friend like that and this story is hilarious actually cause it caught me off guard. One day we were walking to class and a teacher was shouting at him in Spanish to tuck in his shirt. The teacher finally caught up to him, since he was ignoring him and says
"Did you hear me?"
my friend "You were talking to me?"
teacher "Yeah I don't know how many times I just now told you to tuck in your shirt"
my friend "Does it look like I speak that be… [view original content]
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I prefer to game solo, since when I play with others online I find out im not as good as I thought. Games don't hold my attention like they used to and I only really like campaigns so when I finish them I move on and the only game that has held my attention since I was 10 (damn 11 years) are the handheld pokemon rpg games. (My darkest secret just might be that I play pokemon) Besides all that I have a 360.
stuph? Thaaangs lmao I had to. I'll let myself out lol.
If not then I apologize. Internet makes it hard to tell if people are joking or not sometimes.
Nice to know they had my back. Assholes. I rarely hang out with them nowadays but when I do I remember why I don't. I don't even know if any of them remember my real name anymore. Never really been bullied but I salute you for knocking that fucker out. I heard the story on another thread and i truly am proud of you for sticking up for yourself.
Its sad cause I try to get along with everybody.
Any way I wasn't trying to make that sound racist but from personal experience around here its always the punk type of the Hispanics that are always trying to start shit with people. The ones that like to drop their car so low you scratch the bottom of their car if they were to hit a pebble. It gets more and more ridiculous every year. That's all they do is live to talk shit about anybody who isn't directly fresh from the border. Again I stress not trying to sound racist, but they would show me maps of Texas and California being part of Mexico and always kind of angrily say to me something like "That's how it should be gringo." Very uncomfortable. What do I say? They can be racist and just down right hateful all they want but the minute I even try to talk back the school, and nowadays authorities make me out to be the bad guy. I'm the farthest thing from a racist, I just hate punks. If anything I dislike my own race more than any other. In Houston anyways. Most the white people I've met have been crackheads and/or thieves. Sorry for the rant, I just needed to get that out.
Yeah, I know what you mean about the punk type of Mexican. That's basically all of the Mexicans in my school. Not all Mexicans in general, I just have a really small school. A REALLY small school. I'm not racist. My best friend is Mexican... A Mexican who hates Mexicans -_- Literally, he's the most racist person I know. Maybe he isn't a good example. I'm friends with one of the two black people in my school.
I had a Mexican friend like that and this story is hilarious actually cause it caught me off guard. One day we were walking to class and a teacher was shouting at him in Spanish to tuck in his shirt. The teacher finally caught up to him, since he was ignoring him and says
"Did you hear me?"
my friend "You were talking to me?"
teacher "Yeah I don't know how many times I just now told you to tuck in your shirt"
my friend "Does it look like I speak that beaner shit"
Me O__O'
That friend ended up joining the Marines lol. just thought i'd throw in that last part just because.
Lol, that's a great story.