I actually tried to hang myself once, my sister saved my life without even knowing. I had the rope tied around my neck, and I was standing i… moren my computer chair. My eight year old sister knocked on the bedroom door, and asked me to pour her some orange juice since my parents weren't home, and I was the only one tall enough to reach the cups. I hid the rope, and I never ended up hanging myself. It was all because of ONE bully at school, that I tried to kill myself. I learned to put up with him.
EDIT: I have never told anyone about this, not my sister, my girlfriend, my mother, or my father.
I cant speak for him but when I am out trying new things that I actually like it still feels like something is missing. And I cant enjoy myself because of this void that I don't know what to do with.
I have to agree with you. After an injury I had to stop dancing and that was the most miserable year of my life. I really don't know how I'd be now if I hadn't decided to come back. It really does help a lot.
Wow. Huh well I learned something new today. So I guess San Fran is like your Dallas/San Antonio/Austin or Corpus Christi then lol
Well if its a small city with tons of traffic that make it seem huge it would be yalls Austin. (The only Texas stereotype about us being a bunch of rednecks that's true is that we use the word yall :) )
Wow. Huh well I learned something new today. So I guess San Fran is like your Dallas/San Antonio/Austin or Corpus Christi then lol
We… morell if its a small city with tons of traffic that make it seem huge it would be yalls Austin. (The only Texas stereotype about us being a bunch of rednecks that's true is that we use the word yall :) )
Nope. Not at all. It's fucking tiny. Some people also think that it extends beyond the Golden Gate. Heh. Nope. It ENDS at the Golden Gate. Everything notable in the city is within walking distance from any other point.
Well if its like a city inside of a city, or with cities all around it, some might argue that its just part of San Fran.
We have here in Houston lots of these. Pasadena, South Houston, Conroe, Woodlands (not twau) League City, Rosenberg, and Kemah to list a few. Most just go ahead and call that part of Houston though they technically are not.
Nope. Not at all. It's fucking tiny. Some people also think that it extends beyond the Golden Gate. Heh. Nope. It ENDS at the Golden Gate. Everything notable in the city is within walking distance from any other point.
Nah, San Francisco is pretty clearly San Francisco. At least to my knowledge. I live a few hours away. I know the south end of the peninsula better than the north.
Well if its like a city inside of a city, or with cities all around it, some might argue that its just part of San Fran.
We have here… more in Houston lots of these. Pasadena, South Houston, Conroe, Woodlands (not twau) League City, Rosenberg, and Kemah to list a few. Most just go ahead and call that part of Houston though they technically are not.
Lol, yes very silly indeed. You should learn to love yourself, imperfections and all. We're all unique, and I'm sure a lot of people think you're awesome. No need to beat yourself up, man.
Me neither. I know when I find something that I can enjoy doing though nothing is going to keep me away from it. I want something in my life that's fun that doesn't feel like a total waste of time, and money.
Nah, San Francisco is pretty clearly San Francisco. At least to my knowledge. I live a few hours away. I know the south end of the peninsula better than the north.
Lol, yes very silly indeed. You should learn to love yourself, imperfections and all. We're all unique, and I'm sure a lot of people think you're awesome. No need to beat yourself up, man.
Heh, I'm sure there's more things you like about yourself. Think of some of them and you'll see that you probably don't hate yourself as much as you thought.
D: It's been like 15 minutes and I can't think of one! In fact, I've got the nation's top psychologists working 24/7 trying to figure out wtf I like about myself.
...okay, maybe I was exaggerating a little bit about the nation's psychologists part :c
Heh, I'm sure there's more things you like about yourself. Think of some of them and you'll see that you probably don't hate yourself as much as you thought.
D: It's been like 15 minutes and I can't think of one! In fact, I've got the nation's top psychologists working 24/7 trying to figure out wt… moref I like about myself.
...okay, maybe I was exaggerating a little bit about the nation's psychologists part :c
I hate it here in Texas from May to November cause I sweat when its barely 85 degrees. Since all the good jobs are outdoors this has effected me in a major way, cause I don't want to have a heat stroke just to make an extra dollar. Luckily my parents own their own business but its hard to live and work with your parents without causing drama eventually here and there.
Move to Cali. Everything is indoors, and even if it wasn't, the air is nice enough that you won't BE sweating. Only problem is the bill. But the apartments in San Francisco, though not big, are pretty nice. I lived in a couple here and there with my father.
I hate it here in Texas from May to November cause I sweat when its barely 85 degrees. Since all the good jobs are outdoors this has effect… moreed me in a major way, cause I don't want to have a heat stroke just to make an extra dollar. Luckily my parents own their own business but its hard to live and work with your parents without causing drama eventually here and there.
I should get back into MMA but the school I was taking raised its price and cut its hours. That's not how it works -__- Plus I was doing it for me and they didn't want to train anybody who didn't want to compete. which makes me beg to ask why would they cut their hours and raise their price. I can proudly say I know 5 different ways to break somebodies arm if they were dumb enough to f*ck with me. I hate to punch somebody in the face, too messy. So I'd rather give them the option to quit or snap. You should go for it. It gives you a sense of self pride.
I'm single and don't plan on changing that anytime soon and I practically live in my room anyway so size aint an issue. Some how I talked my parents into letting me have the master bedroom so why go to any other room right? I might consider this, the air here is either too humid too dry or too full of allergens. My friend put a picture on facebook showing near Denver full of snow TODAY so now I kind of want to move up there in the mountains. The west is so beautiful and that's not a word I throw around out of fear of sounding girly lol.
Move to Cali. Everything is indoors, and even if it wasn't, the air is nice enough that you won't BE sweating. Only problem is the bill. But… more the apartments in San Francisco, though not big, are pretty nice. I lived in a couple here and there with my father.
Dude, move to Frisco. It's great here. The worst thing that happens in San Francisco is the fog until like 10, due to it being on the Ocean. The air here has some allergens in the spring, but I never really see people having allergies, other than one of my brothers, who has abnormal allergies. I've never been too far east of California, though, so I don't know if Denver has good air, but San Francisco certainly does. Though I heard that Denver has a few other problems. All you need to know in Cali is to never, EVER flash your brights at someone. EVER. Gangs do dumb shit to get people to do that as part of their initiation. Once they get suckered into flashing their brights, they get shot. My aunt almost got killed over that.
I'm single and don't plan on changing that anytime soon and I practically live in my room anyway so size aint an issue. Some how I talked m… morey parents into letting me have the master bedroom so why go to any other room right? I might consider this, the air here is either too humid too dry or too full of allergens. My friend put a picture on facebook showing near Denver full of snow TODAY so now I kind of want to move up there in the mountains. The west is so beautiful and that's not a word I throw around out of fear of sounding girly lol.
I don't get their logic, hence why I quit going. I like the grappling since im not necessarily all that fast and I have trouble judging my own strength so I usually hit too soft or too hard when sparring. Plus I don't really want to get punched in the head for a living so why would I want to go competitive? I can safely say I learned enough to get by but its one of those things that was short lived that I wish I could've done more with.
Oh wow. Thanks for the heads up in case I ever visit. I usually flash my brights at somebody when they are driving with theirs to let them know they are blinding me and they are an asshole for it.
Mountain air is usually thin and can make you lose your breath fast, but when you get used to it you get in excellent shape. Plus I've always liked mountains and secluded areas like that.
Dude, move to Frisco. It's great here. The worst thing that happens in San Francisco is the fog until like 10, due to it being on the Ocean.… more The air here has some allergens in the spring, but I never really see people having allergies, other than one of my brothers, who has abnormal allergies. I've never been too far east of California, though, so I don't know if Denver has good air, but San Francisco certainly does. Though I heard that Denver has a few other problems. All you need to know in Cali is to never, EVER flash your brights at someone. EVER. Gangs do dumb shit to get people to do that as part of their initiation. Once they get suckered into flashing their brights, they get shot. My aunt almost got killed over that.
Oh wow. Thanks for the heads up in case I ever visit. I usually flash my brights at somebody when they are driving with theirs to let them … moreknow they are blinding me and they are an asshole for it.
Mountain air is usually thin and can make you lose your breath fast, but when you get used to it you get in excellent shape. Plus I've always liked mountains and secluded areas like that.
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Well if its a small city with tons of traffic that make it seem huge it would be yalls Austin. (The only Texas stereotype about us being a bunch of rednecks that's true is that we use the word yall :) )
I mean, hohoho
We have here in Houston lots of these. Pasadena, South Houston, Conroe, Woodlands (not twau) League City, Rosenberg, and Kemah to list a few. Most just go ahead and call that part of Houston though they technically are not.
...okay, maybe I was exaggerating a little bit about the nation's psychologists part :c
Mountain air is usually thin and can make you lose your breath fast, but when you get used to it you get in excellent shape. Plus I've always liked mountains and secluded areas like that.