Yup, that is exactly my point, haha.
Wait… huh… did you make a sandwich just to post a high-definition picture of it here, or did you pull it off the internet?
I may go see a Doctor if my OCD starts affecting me negatively, right now it's pretty harmless I think
That's quite a clever way of outing negative thoughts, what I used to do for a while after watching 'Inside Out' was think that the negative thought was from a negative emotion and just thought of my positive emotions locking the negatives up temporarily xD weird I know, I also do it when I start crushing on people to stop me from feeling feels.
Try to remember that there are as many POSITIVE thoughts as there are negative ones. So one thought crosses the other = neutral, just like i… moren math (lol).
It is pretty much OCD but that isn't 100% sure, to really know what you are in go visit a doctor please although that's pretty hypocritical coming from me. I heard somewhere that it can get eaiser to wash those thoughts away if you know what's the deal, in this case it is OCD. My weird habit is that I often call those negative useless boring thoughts by name, Zoe in my case, so it is easier to out it all away.
Although I wouldn't call it weird myself per say, my friends have told me it's a weird thing I do... Sometimes when I'm in my group of friends, I just stand still in the same area quite a bit away from them and just take some time to look at nature and realize how beautiful Earth is, usually this leads me to contemplating life or thinking of the plots for my stories.
Also, I have this weird habit of feeling like I just have to look around the room, especially if someone knocks on the door or opens the door, I have the urge to always see who it is lol
* I get the need to press a mouse button whenever I use the computer. It's like a weird trigger finger. I try to avoid it as much as I can i… moren Telltale games so I don't pick a bad choice.
* When I eat a sandwich, I always eat from the outside in, instead of from one side to another. Don't ask. It's just plain weird.
When I was a kid, whenever I was in a car with my mom driving, and we approached a tunnel, I held my breath for the duration of the tunnel. … more Or at least I tried, because some tunnels are really long. I'm not sure where I got the idea that I was supposed to do this.
Ok. Here are some of mine (I just love this community)
When on the phone, I can't sit still. I pace around the room.
I can't sleep in complete silence, so I put music/weather sounds on. (https://appsto.re/au/5ddIC.i -- "Rain Rain Sleep Sounds")
When writing assignments for university, I talk out my ideas to myself.
When I go to sleep, I must have a pillow laying across my feet (as I do not have heavy blankets, I NEED something to weigh my feet down).
Lastly it's not necessary a habit but a personality trait.. I severely dislike being in a room full of adults. However, put me in a room with primary school kids, and I feel more at home (Guess that's why I'm studying to be a teacher).
Although I wouldn't call it weird myself per say, my friends have told me it's a weird thing I do... Sometimes when I'm in my group of frien… moreds, I just stand still in the same area quite a bit away from them and just take some time to look at nature and realize how beautiful Earth is, usually this leads me to contemplating life or thinking of the plots for my stories.
Also, I have this weird habit of feeling like I just have to look around the room, especially if someone knocks on the door or opens the door, I have the urge to always see who it is lol
That is pretty smart too, gotta try it once hah. I've thought about it quite some time, methods and stuff, and the best thing that I realized is, or made myself to think that way (fake it till you make it), that those thoughts are just thoughts, like thinking about what is for luch today, how would I live if I was born in another country, without labeling them as crazy. The more you resist them thinking "I am such a bad person for thinking about x !!:(" the worse it is.
I don't have those kind of thoughts that often, but when I do they are absolute horror. Literally. But yeah, your willinges to not think about bad things is stronger than them itself because you know it is wrong to think like that. So that's cool.
Ah crushing, my mind does stupid shit there oh boy. The mind itself makes it believe as that person likes me because they are nice or something. Stoopid.
Thanks for the advice and Math lesson hehe xd
I may go see a Doctor if my OCD starts affecting me negatively, right now it's pretty harml… moreess I think
That's quite a clever way of outing negative thoughts, what I used to do for a while after watching 'Inside Out' was think that the negative thought was from a negative emotion and just thought of my positive emotions locking the negatives up temporarily xD weird I know, I also do it when I start crushing on people to stop me from feeling feels.
I get the need to press a mouse button whenever I use the computer. It's like a weird trigger finger.
Omg I do that too, sadly. I have an urge to click the right click of mouse and I dom't know why, but hearing it makes me satisfied just a tiny little bit.
* I get the need to press a mouse button whenever I use the computer. It's like a weird trigger finger. I try to avoid it as much as I can i… moren Telltale games so I don't pick a bad choice.
* When I eat a sandwich, I always eat from the outside in, instead of from one side to another. Don't ask. It's just plain weird.
Although I wouldn't call it weird myself per say, my friends have told me it's a weird thing I do... Sometimes when I'm in my group of frien… moreds, I just stand still in the same area quite a bit away from them and just take some time to look at nature and realize how beautiful Earth is, usually this leads me to contemplating life or thinking of the plots for my stories.
Also, I have this weird habit of feeling like I just have to look around the room, especially if someone knocks on the door or opens the door, I have the urge to always see who it is lol
When I was younger, I used to smell my own feet. Sometimes I put my foot against my siblings to torture them with the stench. I don't do that anymore though.
When I'm on the can, I sometimes smack my thighs as if they were drums.
Once in a while, albeit rarely, I would try to imitate a duck, having my arms go under my legs and hands flat like the tail..... Don't ask.
I have an odd obsession of imagining flushing myself down the toilet when I leave a internet chat sometimes.
When I'm not thinking and too relaxed, very negative thoughts starts speaking in my head, thoughts that don't connect to how I truly feel. I sometimes mutter to myself/think to myself to shut up or even slap my face sometimes. It's not so bad these days but it still happens sometimes (rarely).
*When I remember something very cringe worthy, something I very much regret, specifically in childhood (I was an idiot), I happen to mutter/mumble random words or sounds.
I have an itchy trigger finger as well, the harder I press the button the more it sates my thirst for clicking. Sounds very weird out loud, I've started doing it a lot less lately though, which is good.
* I get the need to press a mouse button whenever I use the computer. It's like a weird trigger finger. I try to avoid it as much as I can i… moren Telltale games so I don't pick a bad choice.
* When I eat a sandwich, I always eat from the outside in, instead of from one side to another. Don't ask. It's just plain weird.
Yeah, I gotta remember that strange thoughts that randomly pop into my head aren't entirely my own fault, I mean, I don't control my mind, my mind controls me after all xD
Yeah, I frequently have thoughts that make me overthink something I've said or done and in the end I make myself feel guilty by lingering on those thoughts, it's stressful too so not the best thing to linger on, I've been trying not to let thoughts get to me, I'm not there yet but it's a slow journey
I try to stop myself from crushing but it doesn't help that the people I have crushes on acknowledge my existence ;-; I think the worst thing is thinking one of your closest friends might like your crush and then feeling guilty that you like them, there's something about crushing on people who are taken that make me feel bad.
That is pretty smart too, gotta try it once hah. I've thought about it quite some time, methods and stuff, and the best thing that I realize… mored is, or made myself to think that way (fake it till you make it), that those thoughts are just thoughts, like thinking about what is for luch today, how would I live if I was born in another country, without labeling them as crazy. The more you resist them thinking "I am such a bad person for thinking about x !!:(" the worse it is.
I don't have those kind of thoughts that often, but when I do they are absolute horror. Literally. But yeah, your willinges to not think about bad things is stronger than them itself because you know it is wrong to think like that. So that's cool.
Ah crushing, my mind does stupid shit there oh boy. The mind itself makes it believe as that person likes me because they are nice or something. Stoopid.
Yeah true, and I feel like I am not worthy, it'sl ike they are taken or something, I dunno.. Everything stays only on thoughts anyways, at least for me..
Yeah, I gotta remember that strange thoughts that randomly pop into my head aren't entirely my own fault, I mean, I don't control my mind, m… morey mind controls me after all xD
Yeah, I frequently have thoughts that make me overthink something I've said or done and in the end I make myself feel guilty by lingering on those thoughts, it's stressful too so not the best thing to linger on, I've been trying not to let thoughts get to me, I'm not there yet but it's a slow journey
I try to stop myself from crushing but it doesn't help that the people I have crushes on acknowledge my existence ;-; I think the worst thing is thinking one of your closest friends might like your crush and then feeling guilty that you like them, there's something about crushing on people who are taken that make me feel bad.
I feel the same way, I try to keep my feelings in my thoughts and try hard not to make them obvious in person sometimes I write about it or even rarely tell someone I really trust, although thankfully they usually seem to forget about it. I'm scared that one day I might lose the paper I write on about my feelings xD Must. Shred. Evidence.
Yeah true, and I feel like I am not worthy, it'sl ike they are taken or something, I dunno.. Everything stays only on thoughts anyways, at least for me..
To be honest, I don't know how to describe it. Whenever I do something that has some sort of opposing variable, I feel the need to take that opposing variable, even if it screws everything. For example, when I click the left mouse button, it takes EVERYTHING in me not to click the right mouse button, or when I start going down the stairs with my left foot, I have to finish going down the stairs with my right, or it bugs me for ages. Its especially annoying in gaming. In Destiny, L1 is Grenade and R1 is melee. Whenever I use my melee, I end up using my grenade about 5 seconds later out of sheer frustration. It's not as apparent nowadays, though.
Also, I used to have this FUCKING INCESSANT NEED to blow on my hands after I touch something. DROVE ME FUCKING CRAZY.
I express my feeling the best in my head lol, and that is the safest way hah. It sounds kinda ridiculous when I say it out loud, I cringe at myself.
I soemtimes feel like me and my brain/mind are separate, like I KNOW for sure something (someoen doesn't like me for example) but my MIND tells some crap. This is weird, I don't knowwwww
I feel the same way, I try to keep my feelings in my thoughts and try hard not to make them obvious in person sometimes I write about it or… more even rarely tell someone I really trust, although thankfully they usually seem to forget about it. I'm scared that one day I might lose the paper I write on about my feelings xD Must. Shred. Evidence.
I know what you mean, inside I tell myself that I know they don't like me but then my head uses pretty much anything to tell me otherwise, like if they're nice to me, smile at me etc. It's like an inner conflict of "They like me" vs "They're just being nice" lol and I'm with the latter.
I express my feeling the best in my head lol, and that is the safest way hah. It sounds kinda ridiculous when I say it out loud, I cringe at… more myself.
I soemtimes feel like me and my brain/mind are separate, like I KNOW for sure something (someoen doesn't like me for example) but my MIND tells some crap. This is weird, I don't knowwwww
I'm the exact same with that opposing variable thing. It irritates me so much. If I turn a light on with my right hand, I have to turn it off with my left. If I forget and turn it off with my right, I have to go back and turn it on then off with my left hand.
To be honest, I don't know how to describe it. Whenever I do something that has some sort of opposing variable, I feel the need to take that… more opposing variable, even if it screws everything. For example, when I click the left mouse button, it takes EVERYTHING in me not to click the right mouse button, or when I start going down the stairs with my left foot, I have to finish going down the stairs with my right, or it bugs me for ages. Its especially annoying in gaming. In Destiny, L1 is Grenade and R1 is melee. Whenever I use my melee, I end up using my grenade about 5 seconds later out of sheer frustration. It's not as apparent nowadays, though.
Also, I used to have this FUCKING INCESSANT NEED to blow on my hands after I touch something. DROVE ME FUCKING CRAZY.
To be honest, I don't know how to describe it. Whenever I do something that has some sort of opposing variable, I feel the need to take that… more opposing variable, even if it screws everything. For example, when I click the left mouse button, it takes EVERYTHING in me not to click the right mouse button, or when I start going down the stairs with my left foot, I have to finish going down the stairs with my right, or it bugs me for ages. Its especially annoying in gaming. In Destiny, L1 is Grenade and R1 is melee. Whenever I use my melee, I end up using my grenade about 5 seconds later out of sheer frustration. It's not as apparent nowadays, though.
Also, I used to have this FUCKING INCESSANT NEED to blow on my hands after I touch something. DROVE ME FUCKING CRAZY.
Sometimes when I'm on the phone I circle around the island in my kitchen. I perform for my dog when I'm in the house alone. I talk to myself, a lot. I take all of the topping off the pizza, eat it, and finish eating the lizza which is literally nothing but tomato sauce and dough. I very backwards when it comes to eating. I eat dessert in the morning and breakfast at night.
Sometimes when I'm on the phone I circle around the island in my kitchen. I perform for my dog when I'm in the house alone. I talk to myself… more, a lot. I take all of the topping off the pizza, eat it, and finish eating the lizza which is literally nothing but tomato sauce and dough. I very backwards when it comes to eating. I eat dessert in the morning and breakfast at night.
I thought I was the only know (how lciche lol). And I hate when that happens, because there is basically a 'war' in my head which is already full with insecurities, anxiety, overrthinking and bad memories. .__.
It's nice to hear that someone actually understands me!
I make myself cringe too xD
I know what you mean, inside I tell myself that I know they don't like me but then my head uses pretty much a… morenything to tell me otherwise, like if they're nice to me, smile at me etc. It's like an inner conflict of "They like me" vs "They're just being nice" lol and I'm with the latter.
To be honest, I don't know how to describe it. Whenever I do something that has some sort of opposing variable, I feel the need to take that… more opposing variable, even if it screws everything. For example, when I click the left mouse button, it takes EVERYTHING in me not to click the right mouse button, or when I start going down the stairs with my left foot, I have to finish going down the stairs with my right, or it bugs me for ages. Its especially annoying in gaming. In Destiny, L1 is Grenade and R1 is melee. Whenever I use my melee, I end up using my grenade about 5 seconds later out of sheer frustration. It's not as apparent nowadays, though.
Also, I used to have this FUCKING INCESSANT NEED to blow on my hands after I touch something. DROVE ME FUCKING CRAZY.
Sometimes when I'm on the phone I circle around the island in my kitchen. I perform for my dog when I'm in the house alone. I talk to myself… more, a lot. I take all of the topping off the pizza, eat it, and finish eating the lizza which is literally nothing but tomato sauce and dough. I very backwards when it comes to eating. I eat dessert in the morning and breakfast at night.
I can look at a boy and in three seconds my mind's already planned out our first date, our second date, our prom date, our wedding, our hone… moreymoon...
I call it my "Sansa Vision"
And it annoys the hell out of me, too. Sometimes the boy's handsome, but he has the personality of brick. A godamn brick! And often times he's a prick without an ounce of humility with an ego the size of a truck!
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IS that how one eats a sandwich normally? My girlfriend berates me all the time for doing it!
I think that's supposed to be the weird way,the normal way would be something like this
Why is there even a normal way to eat things? Did someone make laws about it? :P
Thanks for the advice and Math lesson hehe xd
I may go see a Doctor if my OCD starts affecting me negatively, right now it's pretty harmless I think
That's quite a clever way of outing negative thoughts, what I used to do for a while after watching 'Inside Out' was think that the negative thought was from a negative emotion and just thought of my positive emotions locking the negatives up temporarily xD weird I know, I also do it when I start crushing on people to stop me from feeling feels.
Although I wouldn't call it weird myself per say, my friends have told me it's a weird thing I do... Sometimes when I'm in my group of friends, I just stand still in the same area quite a bit away from them and just take some time to look at nature and realize how beautiful Earth is, usually this leads me to contemplating life or thinking of the plots for my stories.
Also, I have this weird habit of feeling like I just have to look around the room, especially if someone knocks on the door or opens the door, I have the urge to always see who it is lol
I like eating the crust first too, although it was kind of a phase for me xd
In the fine arts program we always do that, just as tradition. No idea how it started.
Ok. Here are some of mine (I just love this community)
So freaking relatable.
Wow, this makes so much sense to reply with that to what I said.
That is pretty smart too, gotta try it once hah. I've thought about it quite some time, methods and stuff, and the best thing that I realized is, or made myself to think that way (fake it till you make it), that those thoughts are just thoughts, like thinking about what is for luch today, how would I live if I was born in another country, without labeling them as crazy. The more you resist them thinking "I am such a bad person for thinking about x !!:(" the worse it is.
I don't have those kind of thoughts that often, but when I do they are absolute horror. Literally. But yeah, your willinges to not think about bad things is stronger than them itself because you know it is wrong to think like that. So that's cool.
Ah crushing, my mind does stupid shit there oh boy. The mind itself makes it believe as that person likes me because they are nice or something. Stoopid.
Omg I do that too, sadly. I have an urge to click the right click of mouse and I dom't know why, but hearing it makes me satisfied just a tiny little bit.
YES EXACTLY I CANT BELIEVE ALL OF THIS SAME
Same
I'm obsessed with this video, so I watch it almost everyday. enter link description here
When I was younger, I used to smell my own feet. Sometimes I put my foot against my siblings to torture them with the stench. I don't do that anymore though.
When I'm on the can, I sometimes smack my thighs as if they were drums.
Once in a while, albeit rarely, I would try to imitate a duck, having my arms go under my legs and hands flat like the tail..... Don't ask.
I have an odd obsession of imagining flushing myself down the toilet when I leave a internet chat sometimes.
When I'm not thinking and too relaxed, very negative thoughts starts speaking in my head, thoughts that don't connect to how I truly feel. I sometimes mutter to myself/think to myself to shut up or even slap my face sometimes. It's not so bad these days but it still happens sometimes (rarely).
*When I remember something very cringe worthy, something I very much regret, specifically in childhood (I was an idiot), I happen to mutter/mumble random words or sounds.
*My dreams never makes sense.
*I always think to avoid unneeded thoughts.
I have an itchy trigger finger as well, the harder I press the button the more it sates my thirst for clicking. Sounds very weird out loud, I've started doing it a lot less lately though, which is good.
One of the more disgusting videos you can watch on the internet.
That's not true
It's utter shite mate.
You ain't my friend anymore, you don't understand art
Yeah, I gotta remember that strange thoughts that randomly pop into my head aren't entirely my own fault, I mean, I don't control my mind, my mind controls me after all xD
Yeah, I frequently have thoughts that make me overthink something I've said or done and in the end I make myself feel guilty by lingering on those thoughts, it's stressful too so not the best thing to linger on, I've been trying not to let thoughts get to me, I'm not there yet but it's a slow journey
I try to stop myself from crushing but it doesn't help that the people I have crushes on acknowledge my existence ;-; I think the worst thing is thinking one of your closest friends might like your crush and then feeling guilty that you like them, there's something about crushing on people who are taken that make me feel bad.
Yeah true, and I feel like I am not worthy, it'sl ike they are taken or something, I dunno.. Everything stays only on thoughts anyways, at least for me..
I feel the same way, I try to keep my feelings in my thoughts and try hard not to make them obvious in person
sometimes I write about it or even rarely tell someone I really trust, although thankfully they usually seem to forget about it. I'm scared that one day I might lose the paper I write on about my feelings xD Must. Shred. Evidence.
To be honest, I don't know how to describe it. Whenever I do something that has some sort of opposing variable, I feel the need to take that opposing variable, even if it screws everything. For example, when I click the left mouse button, it takes EVERYTHING in me not to click the right mouse button, or when I start going down the stairs with my left foot, I have to finish going down the stairs with my right, or it bugs me for ages. Its especially annoying in gaming. In Destiny, L1 is Grenade and R1 is melee. Whenever I use my melee, I end up using my grenade about 5 seconds later out of sheer frustration. It's not as apparent nowadays, though.
Also, I used to have this FUCKING INCESSANT NEED to blow on my hands after I touch something. DROVE ME FUCKING CRAZY.
I express my feeling the best in my head lol, and that is the safest way hah. It sounds kinda ridiculous when I say it out loud, I cringe at myself.
I soemtimes feel like me and my brain/mind are separate, like I KNOW for sure something (someoen doesn't like me for example) but my MIND tells some crap. This is weird, I don't knowwwww
I make myself cringe too xD
I know what you mean, inside I tell myself that I know they don't like me but then my head uses pretty much anything to tell me otherwise, like if they're nice to me, smile at me etc. It's like an inner conflict of "They like me" vs "They're just being nice" lol and I'm with the latter.
I'm the exact same with that opposing variable thing. It irritates me so much. If I turn a light on with my right hand, I have to turn it off with my left. If I forget and turn it off with my right, I have to go back and turn it on then off with my left hand.
That's rather... interesting, even for this thread. I'm definitely not an expert, but do you think this might be some kind of OCD?
I have the darkest thoughts.....
Awww shucks... I got a picture! Thanks!
If you're talking to me, yeah I think it might be. Idk it's not always like that.
I spend most of my time in my bedroom, so sometimes I get up and just wander around the house for a few minutes before going back to my room.
Sometimes when I'm on the phone I circle around the island in my kitchen. I perform for my dog when I'm in the house alone. I talk to myself, a lot. I take all of the topping off the pizza, eat it, and finish eating the lizza which is literally nothing but tomato sauce and dough. I very backwards when it comes to eating. I eat dessert in the morning and breakfast at night.
You sound like a really enjoyable person.
Just thought I should say that.
That's so relatable :O
I thought I was the only know (how lciche lol). And I hate when that happens, because there is basically a 'war' in my head which is already full with insecurities, anxiety, overrthinking and bad memories. .__.
It's nice to hear that someone actually understands me!
Like TheCatWolf already said, thoguht about OCD? You can check it up on internet a bit.
We're getting separate pizzas though.
You're not alone haha