Five years ago I moved away from my hometown, and i left her there. The last day I saw her was the day her father died. We kept in contact, though. But it's not enough. I love her, but not like a friend, but as a cousin I barely see but still care about. A few weeks ago I finally went to see her again, and (the scary part begins here) she is a super gay blue haired punk! Like Chloe Price (the most scary part is that I'm a Hipster photography nerd... sounds fake but I swear it's not!). Now she acts like nothing happend and everything is okay... I'm worried she's pushing down her emotions way too much.
Now she's a total stranger and I want to help her because she's family but she's not my friend anymore because I don't know her but I still love her and I don't know what to do! I tried talking to her Rachel Amber (she's alive btw) but she's just as lost as me. I just hope she can be the friend I couldn't be to her...
Leaving my best friend alone...
Five years ago I moved away from my hometown, and i left her there. The last day I saw her was the day he… morer father died. We kept in contact, though. But it's not enough. I love her, but not like a friend, but as a cousin I barely see but still care about. A few weeks ago I finally went to see her again, and (the scary part begins here) she is a super gay blue haired punk! Like Chloe Price (the most scary part is that I'm a Hipster photography nerd... sounds fake but I swear it's not!). Now she acts like nothing happend and everything is okay... I'm worried she's pushing down her emotions way too much.
Now she's a total stranger and I want to help her because she's family but she's not my friend anymore because I don't know her but I still love her and I don't know what to do! I tried talking to her Rachel Amber (she's alive btw) but she's just as lost as me. I just hope she can be the friend I couldn't be to her...
I'm a horrible person i don't deserve to live
Dont be so hard on yourself. You care about her, you feel for her so there is not a chance in hell you are a horrible person if you were you wouldn't give a shit.
I lost contact with a close friend her last name was price! But I was the one that ended up a tattooed punk just with pink hair lol we still didn't get back in touch even though she reached out, I feel bad about it sometimes, well alot actually.
Leaving my best friend alone...
Five years ago I moved away from my hometown, and i left her there. The last day I saw her was the day he… morer father died. We kept in contact, though. But it's not enough. I love her, but not like a friend, but as a cousin I barely see but still care about. A few weeks ago I finally went to see her again, and (the scary part begins here) she is a super gay blue haired punk! Like Chloe Price (the most scary part is that I'm a Hipster photography nerd... sounds fake but I swear it's not!). Now she acts like nothing happend and everything is okay... I'm worried she's pushing down her emotions way too much.
Now she's a total stranger and I want to help her because she's family but she's not my friend anymore because I don't know her but I still love her and I don't know what to do! I tried talking to her Rachel Amber (she's alive btw) but she's just as lost as me. I just hope she can be the friend I couldn't be to her...
I'm a horrible person i don't deserve to live
I haven't played LiS, so I'm probably lost, but here goes, anyway.
I don't see that there's really a problem here. That was a really bad day for your friend, but it was five years ago, and she's moved on. The way she chose to live after that is not the same way you would have chosen, but that doesn't make it wrong, and it's her choice to make. People at a distance naturally grow apart over time, and she's not your responsibility. You don't have to feel bad about yourself for allowing this to happen. As long as she's not cutting herself or anything, the best thing you can do for her is accept her for who she is.
Leaving my best friend alone...
Five years ago I moved away from my hometown, and i left her there. The last day I saw her was the day he… morer father died. We kept in contact, though. But it's not enough. I love her, but not like a friend, but as a cousin I barely see but still care about. A few weeks ago I finally went to see her again, and (the scary part begins here) she is a super gay blue haired punk! Like Chloe Price (the most scary part is that I'm a Hipster photography nerd... sounds fake but I swear it's not!). Now she acts like nothing happend and everything is okay... I'm worried she's pushing down her emotions way too much.
Now she's a total stranger and I want to help her because she's family but she's not my friend anymore because I don't know her but I still love her and I don't know what to do! I tried talking to her Rachel Amber (she's alive btw) but she's just as lost as me. I just hope she can be the friend I couldn't be to her...
I'm a horrible person i don't deserve to live
Two things that I cannot get out of my head and I still feel like a huge asshole about it:
When I was like 11 years old, I threw a medicine ball on a sweet girl at my age like a fucking idiot in a school cloakroom, probably because my classmates were doing the same but not with what I threw. At least I gave her flowers as an apology but I still feel like an asshole about it, I want this memory out of my head.
Being a crybaby when people were screaming and swearing at me.
No no. I moved away five years ago. We stay in touch. The penultimate time I saw her face to face was three months ago, when her father died. In three months, she necame Chloe Price.
I haven't played LiS, so I'm probably lost, but here goes, anyway.
I don't see that there's really a problem here. That was a really bad… more day for your friend, but it was five years ago, and she's moved on. The way she chose to live after that is not the same way you would have chosen, but that doesn't make it wrong, and it's her choice to make. People at a distance naturally grow apart over time, and she's not your responsibility. You don't have to feel bad about yourself for allowing this to happen. As long as she's not cutting herself or anything, the best thing you can do for her is accept her for who she is.
Nah I'm just kiddin, I actually love ANF.
I wish I picked the subjects in school which I was passionate about such as Religion, English, Art etc. and not all science based subjects just to please my parents.
Leaving my best friend alone...
Five years ago I moved away from my hometown, and i left her there. The last day I saw her was the day he… morer father died. We kept in contact, though. But it's not enough. I love her, but not like a friend, but as a cousin I barely see but still care about. A few weeks ago I finally went to see her again, and (the scary part begins here) she is a super gay blue haired punk! Like Chloe Price (the most scary part is that I'm a Hipster photography nerd... sounds fake but I swear it's not!). Now she acts like nothing happend and everything is okay... I'm worried she's pushing down her emotions way too much.
Now she's a total stranger and I want to help her because she's family but she's not my friend anymore because I don't know her but I still love her and I don't know what to do! I tried talking to her Rachel Amber (she's alive btw) but she's just as lost as me. I just hope she can be the friend I couldn't be to her...
I'm a horrible person i don't deserve to live
Dropping out of school is probably the biggest, but the one that hurts the most is Jnco jeans I mean good god what the hell was wearing? Its just embarrassing looking at old pictures.
OK, that makes more sense. It's still not something you have to hate yourself for. For all we know, she's always wanted blue hair, but her father wouldn't let her.
Next time you communicate, just say you've been thinking about her, and ask if she's doing OK. As you're not her best friend anymore, it's up to her if she wants to open up, though.
No no. I moved away five years ago. We stay in touch. The penultimate time I saw her face to face was three months ago, when her father died. In three months, she necame Chloe Price.
Dropping out of school when I was younger. I eventually got my shit together and finished my studies, but it wasn't the same. All of my friends graduated before me and I only realised my mistake when it was too late. I never felt so dumb and worthless in my entire life, and because of this I started to hate myself. I became a very negative person, filled with nothing but bitterness and regret, and I eventually developed some psychological issues because of it (which I still struggle with to this day). Four years later I'm already done with school and most of my psychological issues are under control, but I still feel the damage caused by my imprudent decision. So yeah, I guess what I wanted to say was: stay in school kids.
I h8 bullies. That's y I learned how to fight. It felt great walking by those peices of shit as an adult and watching them act like we were friends or they didn't see me.
Really, dont give them anymore of you. That anxiety will go away when you realize these people were weak to pick on you and you are strong enough to take the control back. Prepare for anxiety by planning ahead for what you fear.
I deal with depression every day. It's so much tougher than people think. My whole day is shaped around what I can do make myself not be depressed. From what I eat, to not being in a dark room, staying busy, excercise, finding at least 1 hobby you find enjoyment in, etc...work on you and your well being, dates will come easy.
I deal with depression every day. It's so much tougher than people think. My whole day is shaped around what I can do make myself not be de… morepressed. From what I eat, to not being in a dark room, staying busy, excercise, finding at least 1 hobby you find enjoyment in, etc...work on you and your well being, dates will come easy.
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That is your biggest life regret? Sorta shallow.
Not asking my girlfriend if she had a penis...
Leaving my best friend alone...
Five years ago I moved away from my hometown, and i left her there. The last day I saw her was the day her father died. We kept in contact, though. But it's not enough. I love her, but not like a friend, but as a cousin I barely see but still care about. A few weeks ago I finally went to see her again, and (the scary part begins here) she is a super gay blue haired punk! Like Chloe Price (the most scary part is that I'm a Hipster photography nerd... sounds fake but I swear it's not!). Now she acts like nothing happend and everything is okay... I'm worried she's pushing down her emotions way too much.
Now she's a total stranger and I want to help her because she's family but she's not my friend anymore because I don't know her but I still love her and I don't know what to do! I tried talking to her Rachel Amber (she's alive btw) but she's just as lost as me. I just hope she can be the friend I couldn't be to her...
I'm a horrible person i don't deserve to live
She' trans?
Wow I'm sorry you had to write all that down tbh
Dont be so hard on yourself. You care about her, you feel for her so there is not a chance in hell you are a horrible person if you were you wouldn't give a shit.
I lost contact with a close friend her last name was price! But I was the one that ended up a tattooed punk just with pink hair lol we still didn't get back in touch even though she reached out, I feel bad about it sometimes, well alot actually.
I haven't played LiS, so I'm probably lost, but here goes, anyway.
I don't see that there's really a problem here. That was a really bad day for your friend, but it was five years ago, and she's moved on. The way she chose to live after that is not the same way you would have chosen, but that doesn't make it wrong, and it's her choice to make. People at a distance naturally grow apart over time, and she's not your responsibility. You don't have to feel bad about yourself for allowing this to happen. As long as she's not cutting herself or anything, the best thing you can do for her is accept her for who she is.
Biggest regret? Not standing up for myself when I was younger.
Two things that I cannot get out of my head and I still feel like a huge asshole about it:
Not discovering things now that I wish I discovered years prior and built experience from it.
Also, experiencing new sensations such as attending conventions or traveling beyond the borders of the village which I live in.
Stopped seeing the world through rose tinted glasses at around 2008, wished I could have broken them during high school.
Also, got my drivers license at near the end of 2012, wish it was years sooner, but I'm glad I got it anyway.
No no. I moved away five years ago. We stay in touch. The penultimate time I saw her face to face was three months ago, when her father died. In three months, she necame Chloe Price.
Being ugly.
Does playing A New Frontier count?
Nah I'm just kiddin, I actually love ANF.
I wish I picked the subjects in school which I was passionate about such as Religion, English, Art etc. and not all science based subjects just to please my parents.
Not keeping in touch with my mom and grandparents before it was too late.
Not asking classmates for their lunch when I knew it was just gonna go in the garbage
Stalling an audition that would have changed my life if I didn't miss it.
By calling yourself a Hipster, your not a Hipster. That's like saying your a Punk Rocker when Puck Rockers don't say their Punk Rockers
Doesn't matter. She had a fucking penis! And the sad part is, I stuck my fucking hand down there!
Isn't this exchange interesting...
So would they have been a she or did you...
assume their gender?
Dropping out of school is probably the biggest, but the one that hurts the most is Jnco jeans I mean good god what the hell was wearing? Its just embarrassing looking at old pictures.
OK, that makes more sense. It's still not something you have to hate yourself for. For all we know, she's always wanted blue hair, but her father wouldn't let her.
Next time you communicate, just say you've been thinking about her, and ask if she's doing OK. As you're not her best friend anymore, it's up to her if she wants to open up, though.
My entire Sophomore year of high school.
Seriously, what the fuck was I doing?
Thankfully, only photos and occasional memories remind me of that dumpster fire of a year.
Not standing up for myself against bullies.
It's probably why i've got such bad social anxiety now.
Bullying my classmate and making her cry in front of everyone at one point. I apologized and we're friends now, but it still haunts me.
Life...
Vagina = Girl and Penis = Boy
Pretty heavy stuff but its easy to comprehend
Not accepting invitations from my friends to do things. Whenever they want to hang out or do something I always make excuses and turn them down.
Dropping out of school when I was younger. I eventually got my shit together and finished my studies, but it wasn't the same. All of my friends graduated before me and I only realised my mistake when it was too late. I never felt so dumb and worthless in my entire life, and because of this I started to hate myself. I became a very negative person, filled with nothing but bitterness and regret, and I eventually developed some psychological issues because of it (which I still struggle with to this day). Four years later I'm already done with school and most of my psychological issues are under control, but I still feel the damage caused by my imprudent decision. So yeah, I guess what I wanted to say was: stay in school kids.
I bet you are an amazing person.
Porn
Hah that's sweet of you to say. Thanks
Using food as means to control my life.
Letting myself slump so far into depression that I think no one likes me at all and I've ruined pretty much any hope at dating.
Only breaking 3 limbs on the person who stole from my mother. I should've got the left leg too.
Hope it got/gets better for u
Thanks. That's very kind of you, my friend.
I h8 bullies. That's y I learned how to fight. It felt great walking by those peices of shit as an adult and watching them act like we were friends or they didn't see me.
Really, dont give them anymore of you. That anxiety will go away when you realize these people were weak to pick on you and you are strong enough to take the control back. Prepare for anxiety by planning ahead for what you fear.
I deal with depression every day. It's so much tougher than people think. My whole day is shaped around what I can do make myself not be depressed. From what I eat, to not being in a dark room, staying busy, excercise, finding at least 1 hobby you find enjoyment in, etc...work on you and your well being, dates will come easy.
Hey man check your PMs
How do I do that?