I have "screwed up", missed work again..
You can only apologize for so long, the thing about a apology is that you most likely don't know the entire story, your words are often flat, shallow, you may have no idea what others went through for you, because of you.
It may mostly be from your perspective.
Eventually your apologies may run flat ,and people may become offended , and they may no longer desire, attempt, to see things from your side. This may be because they feel the need to protect their selves against what could be considered manipulation, and what may be considered your unpredictability. Life does not work on occasion with the stance of unpredictability, especially when the occasion is that you are a manager. People may need perspective and with a wild card in the deck, they may not be able to put things into perspective. A manager may need perspective/ hind sight...
So, what may I say if my hand is up? Who knows, do I even know? Who would you be to tell me what to think, know? Who would the manager be?
What's the real answer? Is there one? I may be considered a tedious calculation , which has no clear answer...where business suggests that I be removed.
I can say I'm sorry a million times, but does it have weight? Do I really mean it? Do I really know the implications behind what I apologizing for (to)?
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Work at a grocery store, part time. (For college) Comment on my story, or your own. Thread is about screwing up work.I recall being late one other day, and missing a day without taking fault for it because of a scheduling conflict.
It may mostly be from your perspective.
Eventually your apologies may run flat ,and people may become offended , and they may no longer desire, attempt, to see things from your side. This may be because they feel the need to protect their selves against what could be considered manipulation, and what may be considered your unpredictability. Life does not work on occasion with the stance of unpredictability, especially when the occasion is that you are a manager. People may need perspective and with a wild card in the deck, they may not be able to put things into perspective. A manager may need perspective/ hind sight...
So, what may I say if my hand is up? Who knows, do I even know? Who would you be to tell me what to think, know? Who would the manager be?
What's the real answer? Is there one? I may be considered a tedious calculation , which has no clear answer...where business suggests that I be removed.
I can say I'm sorry a million times, but does it have weight? Do I really mean it? Do I really know the implications behind what I apologizing for (to)?
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Work at a grocery store, part time. (For college) Comment on my story, or your own. Thread is about screwing up work.I recall being late one other day, and missing a day without taking fault for it because of a scheduling conflict.
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That said, it does reflect on the state of your current character.
No it's not a justification it's what I currently perceive as reality. It may be seen as a justification, when you get to the bone of it all, but when you go looking for the meat, you may see it as hollow. Perhaps a justification, but certainly not a valid excuse, I may believe.
I consider it a cycle of human error. I may "feel" sorry, guilt for what I've done. If I was truly, deeply sorry, and understood what I've done, and there was no more room for guilt and self empathy, I may have worked beyond what has influenced me to feel the "need" to feel "truly sorry" to begin with.
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I feel like I am stuck in a cycle of human error.
It may be perceived as a misfiring, dots not being connected, ideas merging onto the wrong path ways...
We may continue to make old mistakes, like "we're stuck in a loop". Can any one "provide" for me? I feel like I'm stuck in a loop...or may be its bad programming.
Any thing?
I personally don't see it as a "screw up" if you don't particularily enjoy working there in the first place.
Now if you were inexplicaly absent from something you did enjoy (like one day you didn't feel like yourself and didn't go in), then you probably should feel guilty about it.
If you have a commitment to earn the money, (like say you had dependants), then maybe you should feel guilty about it.
Otherwise, just play along to procedure, and try to enjoy your spare time.
(Possibly seek better employment if able)
I possibly may want to thank you, I may agree with you in the same sense you believe what you've wrote and interpreted it, but I'm trying to keep a open mind. Regardless, your intentions seem to be honest and "proper". ":)"
I believe I may be confused, I may need to lie down, I am going to lie down.
In other words, dude, just roll with it.
Don't sell yourself short, you said a hell of a lot more than just that. Your message may have been greater, it is believed that it was , is.
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Head spinning, confused...no consumption though...
shhh shhh slow down im nbot all there right now man...Im not all there right now slow down
Did you know , I;n not drunk. I'm not sure whatr the hell happened here to me...but did you know that you can lay on your side and fart all the alcohol out of your body? I achieved this once and it may have been considered the most amazing stench you ever could have smelt, and in comparison to whatever you may smell in the near and hopefull for you your distant future...
^ This.
Like this.
Where do you work? They would notice if I didn't show up. Apparently.