What People Dont Understand
Hi, My name is ClemyClooandBabyBoo, But you can call me Noah. So there have been A LOT of people being kind of, well, Angry at me lately. And i Understand That i have been an asshole and hard to get used to. But here's what you guys don't understand.
March 22nd 2012. My Father left my mother, and we had barely any money with us. He just... Left her. and on that same day my grandmother died.
March 31st, 2012. Cut my wrists a couple of times, I fell to the ground, when i woke up i was in the hospital.
August, 26th 2012: I Got diagnosed with Autism, Bypolar, and OCD
January 23rd, 2013. My Father announces he's getting married after we didn't talk to him since may.
So yeah. a lot of BS has happened to me, and i know i've been a dick, but thats because people push me. But my Friends on here, @GoldenPaladin @Green613 @ChuckTheLizard and Dojo and @bloop they have welcomed me with open arms. Thank you to you guys, and im sorry to all of you i have hurt. Thank you for reading...
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I really hate to sound unsympathetic but every person in the whole world has problems , everyone has there own shit to deal with and everyone has issues, I'm sure many people on here do. For me this isnt an excuse to act a certain way. For me if someone acts wrong or says something then they can be responded too appropriately. Also unless you actually have someone following you and hating on you I dont see the issue here. Also didnt you make another thread explaining this a while ago?
I know they do. I just wanted people to know that i'm sorry and that it isn't the real me. It's just pent up anger.
Also, I don't think i did.
I'm sorry to hear that, a lot of bull has come my way. But none of this proportion. Its hard, and it doesn't get any easier. That's something I've just come to terms with. Life sucks and when your dealt a losing hand what can you do? I've never really know what to do. Being told I was going to die was hard but, something just happens that I can't explain. Like I opened my eyes and the bullshit was gone. But that won't happen. So I know I'm in st beating around the bush here but what I really want to say is, don't give up don't back down. Be all you can be show the world they were wrong that you can survive. Like I said, it ain't easy and it will never get any easier.
I just want you to know I'm here for you. If you need anything you can tell me, I've been through a lot and don't want to see others do the same shit I've done.
Damn, sometimes I feel worthless.
As Firewallcano said, we all have problems, and if you want help or suggestions for overcoming specific situations, you can ask.
I don't know about your posting history. Just looking at the last 25 comments from your profile, the worst one is:
I don't know what comment preceded that, but I assume it was some escalation, and you're being defensive here and defending what you've written. Take a look at that from the viewpoint of someone else, though, and it doesn't paint you in a positive light, either. Sometimes it's better to back down than post something in anger. What if you had written something like "Sorry, I can see why you would think that, but it wasn't my intention." Again, just taking this post out of context, I don't know if that would be appropriate. I'm just suggesting that before you hit that Post Comment button, look over what you've written and think about how others will look at you based on that. And if you can't think of a good thing to write right now, log out and do something else for a while, and come back to it later when you can think more clearly.
Thanks Man.
That comment proves that you aren't worthless. It sounds like you help out a lot.
Thanks, I try my best but I always feel like I can do more. But seriously, I'm here if you need me.
Thanks Bro. I know that feel.
Yeah.
But off of this sad subject. what do you think of my beautiful profile pic? lets not be sad anymore. Lets Be Happy!
That's hilarious, I'm laughing right now.
Is that omid's face on Carley's body?
Why, Yes. Yes it is. It's So Hot Isn't it?
My heart definitely goes out to you man, and I'm sorry all that has happened to you. But as others have said, we all have problems (I might as well write my own novel if I wanted to go into mine) and you shouldn't use that as an excuse for your behavior.
My advice is to really think before you post something, cool off a bit and then decide if the post might hurt people.
I used to walk around carrying my excuses and using them for everything that went wrong- "Oh, I'm only acting this way because this happened to me" or "I can be a bitch sometimes because of blahblahblah, just brush it off, it's not me". You have to take control and make sure that you don't hurt others by the way you act.
Thank you, and thats kinda what i was saying, I have been taken off my meds and i'm sorry, this isn't the real me.
Very hot...
I know right?
Right.
Just found this thread....Well...This was depressing.
Well, i'm sorry for you.
Don't worry about it man, this was not a pity thread, it was an apoligy/expanation thread.
Yeah...Still, life fucking sucks sometimes, if it hasn't gotten better it will someday.
Then probably suck again...It's a rollercoaster.
...My life is pretty good right now. :P
Good. Its good to have good times once in a while. also that zyke dude/chick is a real butthair.
He's a guy.