Ordered a game a couple of days ago, yesterday a package arrives yay adressed to my neighbour 4 doors down boo boyfriend gave the neighbour their package, now im afraid the idiot postman delivered my game somewhere else and im never going to see it because it will be kept or sold >:(
You should be able to ask where it is, and make a complaint if they don't deliver it. Usually they must pay you the value of the package, so don't worry. (At least it's how it works here, but there are no reason it would not be the same in Britain)
Ordered a game a couple of days ago, yesterday a package arrives yay adressed to my neighbour 4 doors down boo boyfriend gave the neighbour … moretheir package, now im afraid the idiot postman delivered my game somewhere else and im never going to see it because it will be kept or sold >:(
I missed out on a lot growing up. My family was not into holidays, and thus we never celebrated them, not even Christmas.
My family was n… moreot big on birthdays either. I never got anything for my birthday, not even a birthday cake.
The first birthday I ever had, was when I was in my mid-twenties. And even then I didn't get much, only a shirt.
And a result, it's impossible for me to relate to anyone who had holidays and birthdays. That and I often miss the various social cues that people give off, especially non-verbal.
And as a result nobody really wants me around. Im ignored by crowds, I am invisible.
And I have to say it really hurts!
And I have no idea of how to fix it.
Thoughts, prayers, and condolences, whatever the fuck you believe in would be appreciated. My father has been moved to hospice care and isn'… moret expected to have much longer.
I always compared him to Kenny, since they look and talk exactly alike. And whether or not you liked Kenny, it was a huge symbol to me and whenever I play the seasons, I'll remember him...
Would not being a Harley Quinn fan in general be acceptable, since at least my fanboyism isn't falsified? :P
But yeah, it also gets on my grill when people suddenly enjoy something I've been a fan of for years- makes me feel like some kind of hipster, which irritates to think I've become one of the types of people who annoy for their inherent sense of cynicism. It's a depressing pride cycle I really need to break.
Alright I usually don't rant or anything but what im about to talk about is the thing that turns me into SATAN!
Fake Harley Quinn Fans! I… more love Harley Quinn. I watched the ORIGINAL when I was 7! I loved the original but now Suicide Squad comes along and NOW EVERYONE LOVES HARLEY QUINN! IN THE MOVIE THERE WAS A REFRENCE TO THE OLD HARLEY AND I NEARLY CRIED AND A GIRL IN THE CINEMA JUST LOOKED AT ME LIKE "Why is she so happy?" And said to her friend. "Is that Harley?" AND I FREAKING WANTED TO SLAP HER!
Okay I really loved the Suicide Squad version of Harley Quinn! Margot did a amazing job but now if I say this to any other people who are big fans they automatically think "Fake Fan you are" (appearantly they talk like Yoda)
Just because I like this version doesn't mean I'm fake. I still prefer the original Harley for obvious reasons
This felt whiny I apologise but this is what this thread is for I guess (or maybe I'm dumb and have no idea what the hell in doing)
I mean, if they love Harley because of Suicide Squad then they're fans. That's like saying if you started liking Harley Quinn through the comics instead of the cartoons then you're not a real fan. Anyone can become a fan at any point. I jumped on the Harley train nearing the end of the Batman Animated Series but if people begin to like her now there's no harm in it. They're just late to the party.
Alright I usually don't rant or anything but what im about to talk about is the thing that turns me into SATAN!
Fake Harley Quinn Fans! I… more love Harley Quinn. I watched the ORIGINAL when I was 7! I loved the original but now Suicide Squad comes along and NOW EVERYONE LOVES HARLEY QUINN! IN THE MOVIE THERE WAS A REFRENCE TO THE OLD HARLEY AND I NEARLY CRIED AND A GIRL IN THE CINEMA JUST LOOKED AT ME LIKE "Why is she so happy?" And said to her friend. "Is that Harley?" AND I FREAKING WANTED TO SLAP HER!
Okay I really loved the Suicide Squad version of Harley Quinn! Margot did a amazing job but now if I say this to any other people who are big fans they automatically think "Fake Fan you are" (appearantly they talk like Yoda)
Just because I like this version doesn't mean I'm fake. I still prefer the original Harley for obvious reasons
This felt whiny I apologise but this is what this thread is for I guess (or maybe I'm dumb and have no idea what the hell in doing)
Thoughts, prayers, and condolences, whatever the fuck you believe in would be appreciated. My father has been moved to hospice care and isn'… moret expected to have much longer.
I always compared him to Kenny, since they look and talk exactly alike. And whether or not you liked Kenny, it was a huge symbol to me and whenever I play the seasons, I'll remember him...
Yeah, I don't much like social networks, either. Stuff like this I'm good with- people who have something inherently in common discussing interesting topics- but I could never get into most networks dedicated to being "social"- this especially being the case with Facebook, for some reason.
Yeah, feeling lonely and being away from people you always like communicating up close is a positive.
I know there are things such as "Messenger" and "Facebook", but I absolutely despise them, so...
I'm broke and taking care of my kid and his mother is selfish and has abandoned us to party every night and live like she didn't have a child. I don't have many friends and the few close friends that I have are too busy in their own blossoming lives to listen to my woes. I feel like my life is pretty fucked and I'm really depressed. Don't even know why I'm posting here. I guess I'm desperate.
I'm probably not the only one who has these problems but anyways so whenever I go on Youtube I see the most popular videos and I just think negative towards them and reject it. Same with doing college work. Second, whenever I see a Twitch stream or a Youtube video I kinda wish I could stream or make Youtube videos. I have s Twitch account and have streamed a couple of times but I'm not sure if it's the best (or any good). But I think my voice is ok. And trust me, my comments on these forums are sometimes different compared to the way I talk. Making videos is another thing. I feel like that I'm not person who should be making videos but I really want to. I also want to be artistic and creative. I wish I could sing, be an artist, or even an actor. I just feel like something is missing in my life. And I haven't found what it is.
I'm probably not the only one who has these problems but anyways so whenever I go on Youtube I see the most popular videos and I just think … morenegative towards them and reject it. Same with doing college work. Second, whenever I see a Twitch stream or a Youtube video I kinda wish I could stream or make Youtube videos. I have s Twitch account and have streamed a couple of times but I'm not sure if it's the best (or any good). But I think my voice is ok. And trust me, my comments on these forums are sometimes different compared to the way I talk. Making videos is another thing. I feel like that I'm not person who should be making videos but I really want to. I also want to be artistic and creative. I wish I could sing, be an artist, or even an actor. I just feel like something is missing in my life. And I haven't found what it is.
So I've been thinking a lot about my content. Thinking about rebranding or even giving up on YouTube, needless to say it's stressful. I'm not doing well at all mentally. In fact suicide is a high priority on my brain right now, and I need to change a lot of things. I'm growing up. I'm not gonna be 17 forever, soon all of my childlike wonder and fun, and my fascination with Let's Plays will fade, hell I already hate Christmas and my love for Halloween is fading. And honestly that fucking terrifies me.
Because with age comes loss in my love for the simpler things, I become more serious, I've seen it happen to one of my closest friends, and eventually comes death. Yes I know I'm a long time away from that and I shouldn't be afraid of something so dumb, but I associate age with death. Be it my own or my loved ones. And I know deep down that after I die there's nothing, it's the end of consciousness. And it's honestly terrifying. And honestly, as selfish as it sounds, I want to leave my mark before I die or before I lose all interest in doing videos, and Let's Plays won't help that.
I want to at least make a difference in someone's life or create something worthwhile before that I die or lose interest in making dumb fucking videos on YouTube. Something my kids can look at and say "Dad is so cool!" instead of "Wow dad this is kind of lame." And yes, I know it's ridiculous to look so far into the future, but it's going to happen, and my anxiety doesn't let me think about anything but that. If my kids look at dumbshit videos were I play video games and make stupid jokes, they won't think I'm great. Neither will my viewers.
I don't know... I'll probably comment about this more when I get back from therapy...
Maybe mom will mature someday, or maybe not, but you're definitely not alone in the struggling single parent category. If your friends can't relate, you might want to look for a support group, so you can hash things out with people who can.
I'm broke and taking care of my kid and his mother is selfish and has abandoned us to party every night and live like she didn't have a chil… mored. I don't have many friends and the few close friends that I have are too busy in their own blossoming lives to listen to my woes. I feel like my life is pretty fucked and I'm really depressed. Don't even know why I'm posting here. I guess I'm desperate.
You've been making a difference on these forums already, creating a strong impression whether you've noticed or not. Becoming cynical towards annual holidays tends to be altogether too easy to do, but it's not something to be terrified of- most people find themselves in that state at some point. Imagine what you could create when you come to realize that you see something about this world that no one else can see. Your children will notice, and want to understand more. They may not share your interests or opinions, but it's false to believe that your work will not fascinate them- whatever work you choose to pursue. They will study you, and whatever you do will cause them to want to learn. Even if they think that some of the stuff you do is silly, there's no more to be said for that than for any individual on the planet. Everyone's kind of dumb, when all is said and done.
You have a destiny. That's not me spouting a compliment, nor would I even consider it some specific ideal, since the evidences that every human being holds within them the potential to pursue an incredible journey designed by the creator of every path towards an unimaginably remarkable yet almost tangible fate have told me more than the pessimistic views of "realists" ever will. The future may be something to be feared now, but there is something at work within you that will shape what you become- this being your own resolution. I know it likely means nothing, reading this from some random user sitting across the globe...
But I believe in you. There's too much at stake for you to doubt yourself now. I'm sorry if this whole thing has been a little too philosophical, but I sincerely hope you feel better soon. Good luck.
So I've been thinking a lot about my content. Thinking about rebranding or even giving up on YouTube, needless to say it's stressful. I'm no… moret doing well at all mentally. In fact suicide is a high priority on my brain right now, and I need to change a lot of things. I'm growing up. I'm not gonna be 17 forever, soon all of my childlike wonder and fun, and my fascination with Let's Plays will fade, hell I already hate Christmas and my love for Halloween is fading. And honestly that fucking terrifies me.
Because with age comes loss in my love for the simpler things, I become more serious, I've seen it happen to one of my closest friends, and eventually comes death. Yes I know I'm a long time away from that and I shouldn't be afraid of something so dumb, but I associate age with death. Be it my own or my loved ones. And I know deep down that after I die there's nothing, it's the end of consciousness. And it's honestly terrifying. And honestly, … [view original content]
If you are to see further ahead, it will be while you stand on the shoulders of giants. That said, whatever you're looking for, I'm pretty sure you're halfway to finding it- you already possess the desire or aptitude towards becoming a modern cultural force (evidenced by your interest in singing, drawing, acting, etc.), and as you search for outlets from which to increase your opportunities, circumstance will present you with what you need.
I'm probably not the only one who has these problems but anyways so whenever I go on Youtube I see the most popular videos and I just think … morenegative towards them and reject it. Same with doing college work. Second, whenever I see a Twitch stream or a Youtube video I kinda wish I could stream or make Youtube videos. I have s Twitch account and have streamed a couple of times but I'm not sure if it's the best (or any good). But I think my voice is ok. And trust me, my comments on these forums are sometimes different compared to the way I talk. Making videos is another thing. I feel like that I'm not person who should be making videos but I really want to. I also want to be artistic and creative. I wish I could sing, be an artist, or even an actor. I just feel like something is missing in my life. And I haven't found what it is.
Thanks man, I really appreciate your kind words and confidence towards me, it means a lot. But it's not enough to get me to stop thinking about this. I think I'll make some kind of decision about my thoughts soon, but for now they're just thoughts. Either way, I appreciate it.
Wonder never dies.
You've been making a difference on these forums already, creating a strong impression whether you've noticed or not. … moreBecoming cynical towards annual holidays tends to be altogether too easy to do, but it's not something to be terrified of- most people find themselves in that state at some point. Imagine what you could create when you come to realize that you see something about this world that no one else can see. Your children will notice, and want to understand more. They may not share your interests or opinions, but it's false to believe that your work will not fascinate them- whatever work you choose to pursue. They will study you, and whatever you do will cause them to want to learn. Even if they think that some of the stuff you do is silly, there's no more to be said for that than for any individual on the planet. Everyone's kind of dumb, when all is said and done.
You have a destiny. That's not me spouting a c… [view original content]
All this is right now is a changing period in your life. It's going to be hard to "grow up and get mature, be an adult, get a full life" except that's some of the horrible, impactful things that life does to you. And to be honest, even I hate it for that too.
One day you realize what's coming up in your near or far future then Life comes and slams you into a brick wall, saying "if you want to get through, GIT GUD (or whatever life says these days..)" It really sucks, but you need to push through. If you think death is the inevitable end-game for us all, then do your best to get everything you need to do to get happy in life before you reach the bottom of that hill. Though try to do it in steps, break it up a bit and tackle it one by one.
But you shouldn't leave us. You are changing people's lives by making videos and posting in places here. You are connecting your web of a life to others here and are making theirs better. When people see your stuff, they could see it as a sign that they're not alone, others share the same interests they do, they get inspired by people like you. Heck, I hold you in high regard in this forum because I've found ways of relating to you, having this virtual bond somehow, (though you may have a different view of me, and that's perfectly fine. We all percieve the world differently.)
So don't give up on life or yourself. Hard times may be coming, and some may already be here, but you need to stop that moment from bringing you down, and rise above it. They're meant to catch you off guard, so be prepared, and greet it with a surprise of its own when it comes 'a knocking.
Good luck.
So I've been thinking a lot about my content. Thinking about rebranding or even giving up on YouTube, needless to say it's stressful. I'm no… moret doing well at all mentally. In fact suicide is a high priority on my brain right now, and I need to change a lot of things. I'm growing up. I'm not gonna be 17 forever, soon all of my childlike wonder and fun, and my fascination with Let's Plays will fade, hell I already hate Christmas and my love for Halloween is fading. And honestly that fucking terrifies me.
Because with age comes loss in my love for the simpler things, I become more serious, I've seen it happen to one of my closest friends, and eventually comes death. Yes I know I'm a long time away from that and I shouldn't be afraid of something so dumb, but I associate age with death. Be it my own or my loved ones. And I know deep down that after I die there's nothing, it's the end of consciousness. And it's honestly terrifying. And honestly, … [view original content]
Same day I want to dress for wedding. Same day while I won't married. What happened, he's go married another girl. While he's married another girl, I am very very sad. I can talk like God take my legs. How he's married a different lady, I no believe.
I'm broke and taking care of my kid and his mother is selfish and has abandoned us to party every night and live like she didn't have a chil… mored. I don't have many friends and the few close friends that I have are too busy in their own blossoming lives to listen to my woes. I feel like my life is pretty fucked and I'm really depressed. Don't even know why I'm posting here. I guess I'm desperate.
Same day I want to dress for wedding. Same day while I won't married. What happened, he's go married another girl. While he's married another girl, I am very very sad. I can talk like God take my legs. How he's married a different lady, I no believe.
Wonder never dies.
You've been making a difference on these forums already, creating a strong impression whether you've noticed or not. … moreBecoming cynical towards annual holidays tends to be altogether too easy to do, but it's not something to be terrified of- most people find themselves in that state at some point. Imagine what you could create when you come to realize that you see something about this world that no one else can see. Your children will notice, and want to understand more. They may not share your interests or opinions, but it's false to believe that your work will not fascinate them- whatever work you choose to pursue. They will study you, and whatever you do will cause them to want to learn. Even if they think that some of the stuff you do is silly, there's no more to be said for that than for any individual on the planet. Everyone's kind of dumb, when all is said and done.
You have a destiny. That's not me spouting a c… [view original content]
I'm broke and taking care of my kid and his mother is selfish and has abandoned us to party every night and live like she didn't have a chil… mored. I don't have many friends and the few close friends that I have are too busy in their own blossoming lives to listen to my woes. I feel like my life is pretty fucked and I'm really depressed. Don't even know why I'm posting here. I guess I'm desperate.
That's not true.
You deserve happiness as much as anyone else. (That is, if you want a family)
And if it means anything, I think your a cool guy. And I see you as a friend, even if you don't see me as one.
That's not true.
You deserve happiness as much as anyone else. (That is, if you want a family)
And if it means anything, I think your a cool guy. And I see you as a friend, even if you don't see me as one.
That's not true.
You deserve happiness as much as anyone else. (That is, if you want a family)
And if it means anything, I think your a cool guy. And I see you as a friend, even if you don't see me as one.
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Fucking hell, my car repair cost £450. Good job I work next door, managed to get a reasonable amount off. But still alot
Ordered a game a couple of days ago, yesterday a package arrives yay adressed to my neighbour 4 doors down boo boyfriend gave the neighbour their package, now im afraid the idiot postman delivered my game somewhere else and im never going to see it because it will be kept or sold >:(
You should be able to ask where it is, and make a complaint if they don't deliver it. Usually they must pay you the value of the package, so don't worry. (At least it's how it works here, but there are no reason it would not be the same in Britain)
You could buy my love respect and memories for money that's or sure.
Everybody is invisible among crowds.
My condolences go to you and yours, Sloaning.
Would not being a Harley Quinn fan in general be acceptable, since at least my fanboyism isn't falsified? :P
But yeah, it also gets on my grill when people suddenly enjoy something I've been a fan of for years- makes me feel like some kind of hipster, which irritates to think I've become one of the types of people who annoy for their inherent sense of cynicism. It's a depressing pride cycle I really need to break.
I mean, if they love Harley because of Suicide Squad then they're fans. That's like saying if you started liking Harley Quinn through the comics instead of the cartoons then you're not a real fan. Anyone can become a fan at any point. I jumped on the Harley train nearing the end of the Batman Animated Series but if people begin to like her now there's no harm in it. They're just late to the party.
I'm so sorry man, I hope you're doing okay.
Yeah, I don't much like social networks, either. Stuff like this I'm good with- people who have something inherently in common discussing interesting topics- but I could never get into most networks dedicated to being "social"- this especially being the case with Facebook, for some reason.
It's what makes them so dangerous.
... Really? How much? $100? $200...?
... I'm just... kidding...
I'm broke and taking care of my kid and his mother is selfish and has abandoned us to party every night and live like she didn't have a child. I don't have many friends and the few close friends that I have are too busy in their own blossoming lives to listen to my woes. I feel like my life is pretty fucked and I'm really depressed. Don't even know why I'm posting here. I guess I'm desperate.
I'm probably not the only one who has these problems but anyways so whenever I go on Youtube I see the most popular videos and I just think negative towards them and reject it. Same with doing college work. Second, whenever I see a Twitch stream or a Youtube video I kinda wish I could stream or make Youtube videos. I have s Twitch account and have streamed a couple of times but I'm not sure if it's the best (or any good). But I think my voice is ok. And trust me, my comments on these forums are sometimes different compared to the way I talk. Making videos is another thing. I feel like that I'm not person who should be making videos but I really want to. I also want to be artistic and creative. I wish I could sing, be an artist, or even an actor. I just feel like something is missing in my life. And I haven't found what it is.
And you can still become those things.
You just have to work towards it, it may take a while, but with enough hard work and determination, you'll get there.
Sure I could use $100.
So I've been thinking a lot about my content. Thinking about rebranding or even giving up on YouTube, needless to say it's stressful. I'm not doing well at all mentally. In fact suicide is a high priority on my brain right now, and I need to change a lot of things. I'm growing up. I'm not gonna be 17 forever, soon all of my childlike wonder and fun, and my fascination with Let's Plays will fade, hell I already hate Christmas and my love for Halloween is fading. And honestly that fucking terrifies me.
Because with age comes loss in my love for the simpler things, I become more serious, I've seen it happen to one of my closest friends, and eventually comes death. Yes I know I'm a long time away from that and I shouldn't be afraid of something so dumb, but I associate age with death. Be it my own or my loved ones. And I know deep down that after I die there's nothing, it's the end of consciousness. And it's honestly terrifying. And honestly, as selfish as it sounds, I want to leave my mark before I die or before I lose all interest in doing videos, and Let's Plays won't help that.
I want to at least make a difference in someone's life or create something worthwhile before that I die or lose interest in making dumb fucking videos on YouTube. Something my kids can look at and say "Dad is so cool!" instead of "Wow dad this is kind of lame." And yes, I know it's ridiculous to look so far into the future, but it's going to happen, and my anxiety doesn't let me think about anything but that. If my kids look at dumbshit videos were I play video games and make stupid jokes, they won't think I'm great. Neither will my viewers.
I don't know... I'll probably comment about this more when I get back from therapy...
Maybe mom will mature someday, or maybe not, but you're definitely not alone in the struggling single parent category. If your friends can't relate, you might want to look for a support group, so you can hash things out with people who can.
Wonder never dies.
You've been making a difference on these forums already, creating a strong impression whether you've noticed or not. Becoming cynical towards annual holidays tends to be altogether too easy to do, but it's not something to be terrified of- most people find themselves in that state at some point. Imagine what you could create when you come to realize that you see something about this world that no one else can see. Your children will notice, and want to understand more. They may not share your interests or opinions, but it's false to believe that your work will not fascinate them- whatever work you choose to pursue. They will study you, and whatever you do will cause them to want to learn. Even if they think that some of the stuff you do is silly, there's no more to be said for that than for any individual on the planet. Everyone's kind of dumb, when all is said and done.
You have a destiny. That's not me spouting a compliment, nor would I even consider it some specific ideal, since the evidences that every human being holds within them the potential to pursue an incredible journey designed by the creator of every path towards an unimaginably remarkable yet almost tangible fate have told me more than the pessimistic views of "realists" ever will. The future may be something to be feared now, but there is something at work within you that will shape what you become- this being your own resolution. I know it likely means nothing, reading this from some random user sitting across the globe...
But I believe in you. There's too much at stake for you to doubt yourself now. I'm sorry if this whole thing has been a little too philosophical, but I sincerely hope you feel better soon. Good luck.
~J. Pseudo Tohabath
If you are to see further ahead, it will be while you stand on the shoulders of giants. That said, whatever you're looking for, I'm pretty sure you're halfway to finding it- you already possess the desire or aptitude towards becoming a modern cultural force (evidenced by your interest in singing, drawing, acting, etc.), and as you search for outlets from which to increase your opportunities, circumstance will present you with what you need.
Thanks man, I really appreciate your kind words and confidence towards me, it means a lot. But it's not enough to get me to stop thinking about this. I think I'll make some kind of decision about my thoughts soon, but for now they're just thoughts. Either way, I appreciate it.
All this is right now is a changing period in your life. It's going to be hard to "grow up and get mature, be an adult, get a full life" except that's some of the horrible, impactful things that life does to you. And to be honest, even I hate it for that too.
One day you realize what's coming up in your near or far future then Life comes and slams you into a brick wall, saying "if you want to get through, GIT GUD (or whatever life says these days..)" It really sucks, but you need to push through. If you think death is the inevitable end-game for us all, then do your best to get everything you need to do to get happy in life before you reach the bottom of that hill. Though try to do it in steps, break it up a bit and tackle it one by one.
But you shouldn't leave us. You are changing people's lives by making videos and posting in places here. You are connecting your web of a life to others here and are making theirs better. When people see your stuff, they could see it as a sign that they're not alone, others share the same interests they do, they get inspired by people like you. Heck, I hold you in high regard in this forum because I've found ways of relating to you, having this virtual bond somehow, (though you may have a different view of me, and that's perfectly fine. We all percieve the world differently.)
So don't give up on life or yourself. Hard times may be coming, and some may already be here, but you need to stop that moment from bringing you down, and rise above it. They're meant to catch you off guard, so be prepared, and greet it with a surprise of its own when it comes 'a knocking.
Good luck.
Same day I want to dress for wedding. Same day while I won't married. What happened, he's go married another girl. While he's married another girl, I am very very sad. I can talk like God take my legs. How he's married a different lady, I no believe.
For a moment I thought you were @TheAutisticGamer...
I am relieved.
Wait what
Why are you relieved?
Because, he doesn't have kids and isn't married, right @TheAutisticGamer?
Not married, she abandoned us.
Jesus that was inspirational.
My apologies.
Why did you think it was me?
Sorry about that, man. It's gotta be rough for ya.
In 3 hours of drawing/colouring on my tablet I already have hand cramps. -_- Sigh.
No.
Why would I want to have something I don't deserve?
You're using the same avatar.
Oh. Haha, stupid me.
That's not true.
You deserve happiness as much as anyone else. (That is, if you want a family)
And if it means anything, I think your a cool guy. And I see you as a friend, even if you don't see me as one.
Yeah, I actually do want a family.
And thanks. You're pretty kewl too.
EDIT: Multi post.
EDIT: Fucking double post.