Running away
No this isn't a discussion about gabe or Clem for I just did something I didn't think I do in 20 years I stood up for myself
I fought with my parents I shouted and shouted I fought and fought and my soul is simply changing I'm not the old stupid weak me I'm strong now I feel like my soul is being changed as if god was like"oh no I messed up she's strong she isn't weak I have to change her energy" I feel different even tho my tears are blurring my vision I'm still writing I don't know why I'm writing I have to get this of my chest I'm different now different as in different different today I built my walls up and for that I applaud myself for I wanted you to know I'm changing and I'm not one to like change but this time is different I just need someone to talk to me tell me it'll be alright
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I am starting to think that joining Telltale forum might not have been the best call I made in my life.
I can relate to these feelings. I think I used to have them when I was your age. Actually, I still have those days where I don't know what the hell is going wrong with me but I'm trying to understand it.
Like today, after eating a bag full of Reese's Peanut Butter cups before going to work. (Bad Idea, don't do it). I went to work feeling extremely good, but then all of a sudden I started feeling so good throughout my body that it actually started to feel uncomfortable. I started wishing that something would hurt me so that I would stop feeling so good. It's like my dopamine levels were so high that the only way I could bring them down again was to cause myself pain.
I started wishing for anything to happen. I wanted to get hit by a car. I wanted to have a stray dog come and attack me, or a swarm of hornets to come and sting me. I even prayed to God, as I was looking at an old lady, who looked like she was in pain while she walked, that I could take her pain so that I could stop feeling the way I am now.
Stuff like that. It can be pretty fucking weird, but it also gives you a new perspective on your life.
Everything that happens works out for a reason. I can't really give too much insight on your situation as I don't know you, but all I can say is stay strong. There is a plan, and it will reveal itself soon. I hope things get better as quick as they can.
I can't say I understand your situation but it's good that you stood up for yourself and are working towards change
I wish you the best!
Dont run away, make amends with parents. Trust basically everyone who has been here before.
It's not running away. It's Called living. Congrats, Be safe and Enjoy the ride.
Welcome to being a teenager! (almost)
At least that's what your parents are probably thinking.
Use those hormones for good....
EDIT: Almost forgot. It'll be all right.
You dont runaway in your twenties you move out
Remember what I said about learned helplessness before? Please read up on it, its parents and other elders that train us how to think and I think they havent done whats best for you in the long run.
And by the way YOU are the one recognising whats wrong and learning to change YOU! not some higher power YOU! I appreciate you may find comfort in religion but dont attribute everything that happens to a someone or something that is greater than you because once again that is a contributing to learned helplessness.
Hey Hi sup so I haven't been even here eve for while this is basically my comeback so I told my best friends parents about what was happening what I didnt mention earlier on that I was mentally and physically abused by my biological parents me and my friend are very close were like sister and brother so I trusted him and his family he's an only child so basically his parents talked to mine and they were very pissed at me I stayed the night at my friend house I have my own room there which is nicer than mine where I used to live see I used the term used my friends parents filed for a law suit both of them are lawyers they basically filed for 'Non-Parent Custody Petitions' they won custody of me which is amazing my bio parents can still see me but AFTER their jail time which happens to be 5 years for both of them I go to a therapist now and am genuinely happy now I do feel guilty sometimes but my therapist said that's that is normal and one of my biggest wishes happened and that is to really be siblings with my best friend thank you for everyone who gave me advice you guys gave me happy and I'm happier now knowing that I'm not going to wake up to my parents shouting and fighting and them taking their angers towards me THANKS TO EVERYONE
Not to be sexist here... I've been known to get along better with women but... has anybody else notice that it is always women who end up flipping their shit in the end?
Imagine the shit you see after being on here since 2012.
I'm already in that "why are we here? Just to suffer?" Stage already and I've only been here for half a year.
Go on a hiatus every once in a while. It helps lol.
I NEED EPISODE 2 OF THIS NOW
My hiatus's are my bans
my last one was a month so time to be a good boy. I think I've done well so far, being calm while having a low-key rage that makes me want to rip the circuitry out of my phone and iPad and set a fookin' fire. I'm joking. But yeah, I'm doing good. Although I'm going to miss the days of pissing people off and having a bunch of joy in it and talking to my friends about my funny bans... I have a better place for tha now. Grand Theft Auto 5 
Real MVP on that game, jet grieving for days, listening to 11 year olds screaming down the mic. It satisfies me -_-
Oh wow. Congratulations on the life change! You're luckier than the average kid in your position!
Wishing you success!
I'm glad things turned out well for you
Enjoy your new family!
I hear screamings as well in CS:GO but on the contrary, it makes me frustrated
It's just hilarious to listen to high pitched screams and voice breaks and stuff
even funnier if it's a grown ass man.
I usually played in discord channel(UNLOST). Sometimes there is not enough players and usually kids are online in early hours and they are mostly Silver 3-4 and I am nova 2. Anyway, they dont follow orders and they dont know how to cooperate they just try to be a hero and constantly fucked up and when you warn them about their attitude they usually swear at me even the fact that I am 21 and they are 12-13. These pieces of shits are one of the reason why I dont play CS:GO anymore.
GTA V is the best for squeakers and rages though
Every time you here them saying "let's 1v1, I'll kick the shit out of you and rape your dead grandma" so I turn up decked out in armor and shit saying "u wanna try that again" bam bam bam. Fuckin' keep your mouth shut next time unless you want the whole lobby so see you get rekt 
but it's annoying when you're the cocky one and there are those dick holes who think it is funny to place traps and run away every time you die, which is why I haven't played it in quite a while.
NOO OP is the protagonist that means everyone commenting are side characters and by the rules of episodic gaming we all die then this will be a bloodbath
Sadly that's not my life XDD
I know I just wish I told someone earlier
Well done anyway, I guess. I mean if I were you I would have torched their most prized possessions before sending them to jail for a bit of satisfaction but... good on you anyway
This grossly unfair on women
I'm qualified in nutrition and my opinion is some are low on vitamin D daily makes them a bit angry it's perfectly normal
In conclusion
Angry women give them the D
I'm way too young for the D
But if you ask my horny classmates I'm pretty sure they'll take it
I finished school just a few weeks ago after doing my final tests but EVERYONE in my class was either on drugs, horny or there'll be the 1% who are cool.
Believe it or not my classmate are the most filthy horny peeps I ever knew they literally do weird stuff to each other with their hands I don't really understand one time we have a free lesson everyday in the last term we can bring our phones they literally put Rihanna work and start twerking and our teachers instead of shouting at them they're smiling like wtf is tuphis
Wtf kind of school do you go to XD the teachers for one are sick in the heads smiling at 13-16 year olds twerking, and secondly they clearly haven't heard of too much sex=AIDS.
Lol don't mean anyone just thinking of funny play on words.
Plenty of those girls in my class very unattractive and never loyal never go near them
One of the teachers was "oh I like this type of dancing" me and friends just sat there with our mouths wide open
These hoes ain't loyal
One of my past English teachers was telling us a story of somebody doing a presentation, and he then decided to go over and sit on another guy's knee, not to forget I went to an all boy's school (if I return to that school for college it will be a mixed school) but the boys are soooo creepy around each other there. I do it from time to time as a joke, not so much in real life, though in small doses. And then there's the photo war. Ooooh man the photo war. I would never bring my phone to school because 1- it's shit 2- if I get caught I've lost it for ever and 3I never use it that much anymore anyway. So we'd have everyone taking photo's of each other and it was a huge pain in the ass, even more so when I couldn't do it back so I'm sat there covering my face while veryone else is sat around taking photos and covering their faces. How nobody was caught is beyond me.
This one time, I was about 13 at the time so about 3 years ago some guy in the older years walks up to me and sniffs me... yup... my mind broke after that moment cos that scared the heebie jeebies into me.
It's just so weird I mean the whole time they're twerking I'm like shouldn't she be shouting at them?
It's just ahh so ya know weird
Being a guy and around their age I'd probably find it pretty hot but I wouldn't touch them if their skank levels are off the charts.
Well my sister school is well pretty…different?
Boys and girl aren't allowed to be together in the same classes due to parents not wanting girl with boys but we still make it happen
Wow... those parents need to realise that it's easier to find a boyfriend/girlfriend in school than it is any other way.
Whenever a guy from my school tries to talk to me online I just go Bananas because they try to get a reaction of you so then they joke about you with their friends thank god I learned no that the easy way