I am beyond help lol, I'm going insane with this shit.
There's nothing people can really do to help, except respond to the shit we spew to let us pretend people care.
Coming from my wife, who has both battled with suicide and suicidal friends, the fact that you're writing in a public forum means you're scr… moreeaming for help. We hear you.
There is a British suicide hotline with a web site that is open 24 hours a day, where you can talk to someone. It does not cost anything, is confidential, and they're not a religious organization. Give them a call and see if they can help.
* Samaritans UK & ROI
* Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 90 90 (UK - local rate)
* Hotline: +44 (0) 8457 90 91 92 (UK minicom)
* Hotline: 1850 60 90 90 (ROI - local rate)
* Hotline: 1850 60 90 91 (ROI minicom)
http://www.samaritans.org/
why would someone give you an upvote? They're some sick people! Come on buddy, please don't talk like this. It doesn't matter if you don't believe in Gods, just know they believe in you. I don't like this topic because it's sad. There's this story site of bullied stories and I get a bit emotional. Maybe all you need is some friends to talk to. Please feel free to join us at the forums. We may fight and disagree with each other on different topics, but the truth is they can be welcoming and like family. We want you to cheer up and stop thinking this way.
I don't believe in any god, I don't want to get into a religious argument, but I am in no way going to be able to delude myself, sorry.
B… moreetter give me rights to your story though . I can give the money to my dog when I'm gone. Give him an awesome life.
I fail to see how its not right. Living is just delaying the inevitable anyway. Its right to die naturally, but not artificially? Aren't people sad either way?
The only people I know IRL are my family. And they want me to kill myself too lol. I wish they'd do it for me, I'm too scared.
Its just not right. I know you may not feel the same way and you probably will never agree with me. I'm just another face on the internet, b… moreut you've gotta trust me on this on. Even if you feel like nobody cares, someone cares. It may not be obvious, but someone dose.
I've never been bullied, so I would be a bit out of place haha. Heck yeah I know I want people to talk to, desperately so, hence talking to random people on the internet
why would someone give you an upvote? They're some sick people! Come on buddy, please don't talk like this. It doesn't matter if you don't b… moreelieve in Gods, just know they believe in you. I don't like this topic because it's sad. There's this story site of bullied stories and I get a bit emotional. Maybe all you need is some friends to talk to. Please feel free to join us at the forums. We may fight and disagree with each other on different topics, but the truth is they can be welcoming and like family. We want you to cheer up and stop thinking this way.
Their website says they're open 24/7. They'd get in big trouble if they lied about that.
You're talking to random people now. The non-random ones have let you down. Might as well try it.
Well, I've had a shit life, have clinical depression that medication doesn't do jack shit for. I will always have the memories of my childho… moreod, always have this huge bloody embarrassing secret from it. I'll never have a girlfriend, sex has been ruined for me. I'll never get a job, my brain has been turned to mush. And to be honest, life just sounds rather mundane anyway.
I do care. I don't know why the hell you keep denying it. What you say is not shit. You're not alone. God there has been so many fucking suicides, it's ridiculous. I can't believe I actually wanted to do that. You've unlocked a part of me that really wants to help people who want to suicide. Because I know how you feel and I really want to prevent it. I really care. Do you really think I would have replied here if I didn't care. I'm sorry. This just got me really worked up. So many people are dying from suicide and it's crazy. I know loved ones that have attempted it, and wanted to, and I really need to try my best, life is important, and everybody should share it.
I am beyond help lol, I'm going insane with this shit.
There's nothing people can really do to help, except respond to the shit we spew to let us pretend people care.
Well by killing yourself you won't fix any of this, there are people out there who would wish to have two arms as you do, people who would wish to be able to see as you do, and you just kill yourself and waist your whole life? You know how special is a life? it's not just another thing in the universe is the only purpose why the universe exists, so you my friend are the purpose why everything surrounding you exists, you know how lucky you were to be even born ? you won a race against milions and millions of other sperms, you were the strongest, and now you just want to kill yourself? To waist that opportunity you were given? You say no one cares about you right? Well i do, i care about you, please don't kill yourself.
Well, I've had a shit life, have clinical depression that medication doesn't do jack shit for. I will always have the memories of my childho… moreod, always have this huge bloody embarrassing secret from it. I'll never have a girlfriend, sex has been ruined for me. I'll never get a job, my brain has been turned to mush. And to be honest, life just sounds rather mundane anyway.
Fine, you have that generic I care about everyone ideal. But you don't care about me personally, and that is completely fine! You in no way should, you don't know me, it'd be impossible for you to care. That's just what I meant when I said I can pretend, someone who actually gave a toss about me. Look at me lol, me me me. Sorry.
We're all going to die though, no sense in prolonging the inevitable if your miserable.
I do care. I don't know why the hell you keep denying it. What you say is not shit. You're not alone. God there has been so many fucking sui… morecides, it's ridiculous. I can't believe I actually wanted to do that. You've unlocked a part of me that really wants to help people who want to suicide. Because I know how you feel and I really want to prevent it. I really care. Do you really think I would have replied here if I didn't care. I'm sorry. This just got me really worked up. So many people are dying from suicide and it's crazy. I know loved ones that have attempted it, and wanted to, and I really need to try my best, life is important, and everybody should share it.
I fail to see how its not right. Living is just delaying the inevitable anyway. Its right to die naturally, but not artificially? Aren't peo… moreple sad either way?
The only people I know IRL are my family. And they want me to kill myself too lol. I wish they'd do it for me, I'm too scared.
This sort of thing is intended to help people who are deaf or have problems talking communicate with people on the other end using voice, but it looks like you don't have to be disabled to use it.
I know, there are people with proper problems and here I am whining. I'm sorry. I would hesitate to say life is the reason the universe exists, what with the lack of it.
Its also hardly a waste. The sun will die, the universe will implode. Nothing humans do with their lives really matters.
Well by killing yourself you won't fix any of this, there are people out there who would wish to have two arms as you do, people who would w… moreish to be able to see as you do, and you just kill yourself and waist your whole life? You know how special is a life? it's not just another thing in the universe is the only purpose why the universe exists, so you my friend are the purpose why everything surrounding you exists, you know how lucky you were to be even born ? you won a race against milions and millions of other sperms, you were the strongest, and now you just want to kill yourself? To waist that opportunity you were given? You say no one cares about you right? Well i do, i care about you, please don't kill yourself.
Aye, and I'm trying to convince myself to not do it. I just can't think of a reason to live, I really wish there was something. Hey, the things you say matters to you at least.
I'd probably feel more awkward doing that haha. I would rather ring someone than use that. I can talk, just wouldn't know what I'd say. I'd probably waste their time, they could be talking to better people.
You might want to try a relay service. In the UK, it looks like it's described here:
http://ngts.org.uk/?focus=2&bookmark=works
T… morehis sort of thing is intended to help people who are deaf or have problems talking communicate with people on the other end using voice, but it looks like you don't have to be disabled to use it.
I know, there are people with proper problems and here I am whining. I'm sorry. I would hesitate to say life is the reason the universe exis… morets, what with the lack of it.
Its also hardly a waste. The sun will die, the universe will implode. Nothing humans do with their lives really matters.
sigh Yes I do, not my fault I was born this way. And yes I do, again why do you keep denying it. I care, I do, I don't know what to say, but I care. I'll say whatever you want me to. I'm just a kid, I don't know, I'm sorry... If this was real life I would hug you, I would do whatever you want me to. I'm really desperate right now.
We're all going to die though, no sense in prolonging the inevitable if your miserable.
If that's the case then I bet that millions, maybe even billions would die.
But I should probably stop talking now. Obviously there's no convincing you. I would keep trying, but I know that you're just like me, I would keep denying it, so I can't do anything except say that I care. Please just remember that.
Fine, you have that generic I care about everyone ideal. But you don't care about me personally, and that is completely fine! You in no way … moreshould, you don't know me, it'd be impossible for you to care. That's just what I meant when I said I can pretend, someone who actually gave a toss about me. Look at me lol, me me me. Sorry.
We're all going to die though, no sense in prolonging the inevitable if your miserable.
Aye, and I'm trying to convince myself to not do it. I just can't think of a reason to live, I really wish there was something. Hey, the things you say matters to you at least.
Well, I wouldn't let you hug me, because I hate hugs haha. I'm just a kid too, well, 16. Don't feel lesser because your younger, teenagers are the best. They have yet to bow down to societal rule, they say fuck it. That's cool.
Shit, there's nothing you can really say. I only made this forum so i could talk about this with actual people, not to get a solution. I know there isn't one.
sigh Yes I do, not my fault I was born this way. And yes I do, again why do you keep denying it. I care, I do, I don't know what to say, but… more I care. I'll say whatever you want me to. I'm just a kid, I don't know, I'm sorry... If this was real life I would hug you, I would do whatever you want me to. I'm really desperate right now.
We're all going to die though, no sense in prolonging the inevitable if your miserable.
If that's the case then I bet that millions, maybe even billions would die.
But I should probably stop talking now. Obviously there's no convincing you. I would keep trying, but I know that you're just like me, I would keep denying it, so I can't do anything except say that I care. Please just remember that.
I'd probably feel more awkward doing that haha. I would rather ring someone than use that. I can talk, just wouldn't know what I'd say. I'd probably waste their time, they could be talking to better people.
what you need to do is get into the word of God and go to Church. Let the power of the lord take away your depression, fears, lusts, greeds,… more etc, and change your lifestyle. Killing yourself isn't the way to go. This just inspired me to make a story about a teen going through depression and thinking about suicide, but changes when someone special enters her life and gives her support.
Yeah, I've thought about calling them. I'd just feel like an attention whore for doing it. I already feel like enough of one for making this forum lol, but I'm just desperate so right now I couldn't care less.
People like you are the entire reason they're there. They'd rather you call than give up on them without even giving them a chance.
You say you're looking for a reason to live. They might be able to come up with one. Aren't you even curious?
Maybe i'm aproacing you the wrong way, you say that everything that a human does doesn't matter, and you might be right speaking generally, but that's because you have to give it a purpose, tell me what would you consider a succesful life and what have you done to have it?
Yeah, I've thought about calling them. I'd just feel like an attention whore for doing it. I already feel like enough of one for making this forum lol, but I'm just desperate so right now I couldn't care less.
I don't need to reiterate what others are saying, but don't do it. It doesn't accomplish anything and it causes so much pain. This is coming from someone who has attempted a few years back (such a cowardly thing, I'm ashamed of it) and has lost their cousin to it.
You also seem a bit naive about suicide methods. You seek the least pain, and prefer a way for your body not to be found. Jumping off of something is incredibly painful, not at all like how it is romanticized. You will break many bones in your body and almost everyone who is in the air regrets what they have done. If you survive, you will most likely be paralyzed for life. People will obviously find your body, which will be crippled and a bloody mess. If you think jumping off a bridge will lose you to the water, not always, There are people whose jobs are devoted to the sole purpose of clearing out bodies from popular suicide spots, and when they find them (depending on how long it's exposed) they are covered in all kinds of disgusting shit and the soft tissue is eaten by fish.
Cutting yourself rarely ever works. Most people simply don't have the guts to sever an artery, and it takes time to bleed out, time which you'll probably be found. You'll end up scarred and judged for the rest of your life. Overdosing rarely works either. It can be very painful, and from experience, you'll probably end up puking your guts out.
Bottom line is, just don't do it. Things might be miserable and crappy, but you will never know what might change in the future. If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me.
I don't need to reiterate what others are saying, but don't do it. It doesn't accomplish anything and it causes so much pain. This is coming… more from someone who has attempted a few years back (such a cowardly thing, I'm ashamed of it) and has lost their cousin to it.
You also seem a bit naive about suicide methods. You seek the least pain, and prefer a way for your body not to be found. Jumping off of something is incredibly painful, not at all like how it is romanticized. You will break many bones in your body and almost everyone who is in the air regrets what they have done. If you survive, you will most likely be paralyzed for life. People will obviously find your body, which will be crippled and a bloody mess. If you think jumping off a bridge will lose you to the water, not always, There are people whose jobs are devoted to the sole purpose of clearing out bodies from popular suicide spots, and when they find them (depending on how long … [view original content]
I'm trying to tell you something here...Well...Me and the Creatures are...How about you watch them, they always cheer me up when I go into my crippling anxiety and depression.
what you need to do is get into the word of God and go to Church. Let the power of the lord take away your depression, fears, lusts, greeds,… more etc, and change your lifestyle. Killing yourself isn't the way to go. This just inspired me to make a story about a teen going through depression and thinking about suicide, but changes when someone special enters her life and gives her support.
You say no one cares about you, but you just got all these comments of people telling you not to suicide, you're just looking for friends in the wrong places, and who knows what better things await in the future
Meh, I'd say Yahoo Answers was good for me. Not necessarily suicide planning but similar stuff, I'm sure lots of people care about you but you just don't know It. It's okay to ask people for help, you may sound like an attention whore but If It's about suicide pretty much anyone will offer to help. I would suggest crying, It's best to let it all out, and after you cry there's this emotion thing that makes you feel slightly better after It. Bad thing Is that It only lasts around 10-20 minutes. And If you need someone to talk to just message me, I can certainly relate.
I cry quite a bit, I hate it though. Its psychically painful, give you headaches. On Yahoo I just got the don't do it spiel. I can't find bloody anyone who will discuss methods with me properly.
Meh, I'd say Yahoo Answers was good for me. Not necessarily suicide planning but similar stuff, I'm sure lots of people care about you but y… moreou just don't know It. It's okay to ask people for help, you may sound like an attention whore but If It's about suicide pretty much anyone will offer to help. I would suggest crying, It's best to let it all out, and after you cry there's this emotion thing that makes you feel slightly better after It. Bad thing Is that It only lasts around 10-20 minutes. And If you need someone to talk to just message me, I can certainly relate.
I've been a coward my whole life, I don't care if I die cowardly. I think its rather brave to venture into the unknown actually, even if its out of desperation.
And I've said it honestly, no body cares about me. I have no friends. My parents are sick of me, my brother tells me to kill myself as well. Literally, they are the only people I know.
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I am beyond help lol, I'm going insane with this shit.
There's nothing people can really do to help, except respond to the shit we spew to let us pretend people care.
It'd be awkward speaking to random people. I tried texting one, but got a not reply that they only respond Mon-Fri.
Screaming for help, lol. I guess.
Their website says they're open 24/7. They'd get in big trouble if they lied about that.
You're talking to random people now. The non-random ones have let you down. Might as well try it.
why would someone give you an upvote? They're some sick people! Come on buddy, please don't talk like this. It doesn't matter if you don't believe in Gods, just know they believe in you. I don't like this topic because it's sad. There's this story site of bullied stories and I get a bit emotional. Maybe all you need is some friends to talk to. Please feel free to join us at the forums. We may fight and disagree with each other on different topics, but the truth is they can be welcoming and like family. We want you to cheer up and stop thinking this way.
I fail to see how its not right. Living is just delaying the inevitable anyway. Its right to die naturally, but not artificially? Aren't people sad either way?
The only people I know IRL are my family. And they want me to kill myself too lol. I wish they'd do it for me, I'm too scared.
Mods please don't close this thread. I really don't want him/her to go on with this. Maybe give them some advice?
I've never been bullied, so I would be a bit out of place haha. Heck yeah I know I want people to talk to, desperately so, hence talking to random people on the internet
I mean all the 24/7 ones you actually have to ring up, and speak with your voice. I'd find that awkward. Texting/typing on forums is easier.
Well it's your choice.
I do care. I don't know why the hell you keep denying it. What you say is not shit. You're not alone. God there has been so many fucking suicides, it's ridiculous. I can't believe I actually wanted to do that. You've unlocked a part of me that really wants to help people who want to suicide. Because I know how you feel and I really want to prevent it. I really care. Do you really think I would have replied here if I didn't care. I'm sorry. This just got me really worked up. So many people are dying from suicide and it's crazy. I know loved ones that have attempted it, and wanted to, and I really need to try my best, life is important, and everybody should share it.
Well by killing yourself you won't fix any of this, there are people out there who would wish to have two arms as you do, people who would wish to be able to see as you do, and you just kill yourself and waist your whole life? You know how special is a life? it's not just another thing in the universe is the only purpose why the universe exists, so you my friend are the purpose why everything surrounding you exists, you know how lucky you were to be even born ? you won a race against milions and millions of other sperms, you were the strongest, and now you just want to kill yourself? To waist that opportunity you were given? You say no one cares about you right? Well i do, i care about you, please don't kill yourself.
Fine, you have that generic I care about everyone ideal. But you don't care about me personally, and that is completely fine! You in no way should, you don't know me, it'd be impossible for you to care. That's just what I meant when I said I can pretend, someone who actually gave a toss about me. Look at me lol, me me me. Sorry.
We're all going to die though, no sense in prolonging the inevitable if your miserable.
I'm sorry. I really can't say much more. I guess in the end its your choice. Nothing I've ever said mattered in the first place.
You might want to try a relay service. In the UK, it looks like it's described here:
http://ngts.org.uk/?focus=2&bookmark=works
This sort of thing is intended to help people who are deaf or have problems talking communicate with people on the other end using voice, but it looks like you don't have to be disabled to use it.
I know, there are people with proper problems and here I am whining. I'm sorry. I would hesitate to say life is the reason the universe exists, what with the lack of it.
Its also hardly a waste. The sun will die, the universe will implode. Nothing humans do with their lives really matters.
Aye, and I'm trying to convince myself to not do it. I just can't think of a reason to live, I really wish there was something. Hey, the things you say matters to you at least.
I'd probably feel more awkward doing that haha. I would rather ring someone than use that. I can talk, just wouldn't know what I'd say. I'd probably waste their time, they could be talking to better people.
Well if life isn't the purpose of the universe then wha is it?
sigh Yes I do, not my fault I was born this way. And yes I do, again why do you keep denying it. I care, I do, I don't know what to say, but I care. I'll say whatever you want me to. I'm just a kid, I don't know, I'm sorry... If this was real life I would hug you, I would do whatever you want me to. I'm really desperate right now.
If that's the case then I bet that millions, maybe even billions would die.
But I should probably stop talking now. Obviously there's no convincing you. I would keep trying, but I know that you're just like me, I would keep denying it, so I can't do anything except say that I care. Please just remember that.
Yeah, that's the one thing we still have in the end. We still matter to ourselves.
Well, I wouldn't let you hug me, because I hate hugs haha. I'm just a kid too, well, 16. Don't feel lesser because your younger, teenagers are the best. They have yet to bow down to societal rule, they say fuck it. That's cool.
Shit, there's nothing you can really say. I only made this forum so i could talk about this with actual people, not to get a solution. I know there isn't one.
People like you are the entire reason they're there. They'd rather you call than give up on them without even giving them a chance.
You say you're looking for a reason to live. They might be able to come up with one. Aren't you even curious?
Bringing religion into this is not a good idea.
Why does it need a purpose? Why can't the universe just be?
Yeah, I've thought about calling them. I'd just feel like an attention whore for doing it. I already feel like enough of one for making this forum lol, but I'm just desperate so right now I couldn't care less.
Maybe i'm aproacing you the wrong way, you say that everything that a human does doesn't matter, and you might be right speaking generally, but that's because you have to give it a purpose, tell me what would you consider a succesful life and what have you done to have it?
They'll feel good that you did.
i was just trying to support him. Now I'm the villain. Thanks
I am aware. You're not the villain and I never implied you were. Sorry.
it's okay.
I don't need to reiterate what others are saying, but don't do it. It doesn't accomplish anything and it causes so much pain. This is coming from someone who has attempted a few years back (such a cowardly thing, I'm ashamed of it) and has lost their cousin to it.
You also seem a bit naive about suicide methods. You seek the least pain, and prefer a way for your body not to be found. Jumping off of something is incredibly painful, not at all like how it is romanticized. You will break many bones in your body and almost everyone who is in the air regrets what they have done. If you survive, you will most likely be paralyzed for life. People will obviously find your body, which will be crippled and a bloody mess. If you think jumping off a bridge will lose you to the water, not always, There are people whose jobs are devoted to the sole purpose of clearing out bodies from popular suicide spots, and when they find them (depending on how long it's exposed) they are covered in all kinds of disgusting shit and the soft tissue is eaten by fish.
Cutting yourself rarely ever works. Most people simply don't have the guts to sever an artery, and it takes time to bleed out, time which you'll probably be found. You'll end up scarred and judged for the rest of your life. Overdosing rarely works either. It can be very painful, and from experience, you'll probably end up puking your guts out.
Bottom line is, just don't do it. Things might be miserable and crappy, but you will never know what might change in the future. If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me.
Amen to that sister @AllThatRemains
I'm trying to tell you something here...Well...Me and the Creatures are...How about you watch them, they always cheer me up when I go into my crippling anxiety and depression.
Don't bring religion into this, that's how a shitfest starts.
Don't force someone into religion or give them false hope in religion.
You say no one cares about you, but you just got all these comments of people telling you not to suicide, you're just looking for friends in the wrong places, and who knows what better things await in the future
Meh, I'd say Yahoo Answers was good for me. Not necessarily suicide planning but similar stuff, I'm sure lots of people care about you but you just don't know It. It's okay to ask people for help, you may sound like an attention whore but If It's about suicide pretty much anyone will offer to help.
I would suggest crying, It's best to let it all out, and after you cry there's this emotion thing that makes you feel slightly better after It. 
Bad thing Is that It only lasts around 10-20 minutes. 
And If you need someone to talk to just message me, I can certainly relate.
I cry quite a bit, I hate it though. Its psychically painful, give you headaches. On Yahoo I just got the don't do it spiel. I can't find bloody anyone who will discuss methods with me properly.
I've been a coward my whole life, I don't care if I die cowardly. I think its rather brave to venture into the unknown actually, even if its out of desperation.
And I've said it honestly, no body cares about me. I have no friends. My parents are sick of me, my brother tells me to kill myself as well. Literally, they are the only people I know.