Before I rant about this, let me know if you want me to spoiler tag this.
Okay, so I know I usually don't rant about certain people and I… more was suppost to rant about this a long time ago but fuck it, there is this one Rhack shipper, by the (god awful) url of noiz-the-pizza-king. And they are a big piece of fucking shit.
They possibly caused someone to kill themselves only because they made a post saying "Reblog to kill daddy kink Rhack". The person who made that hate post was abused by themselves. But apparently they was "making up a bunch of lies" so it's all okay to bring them to the point of suicide. ))
The shipper who attacked them are actually getting praised by it worst of all, that the Rhack shippers who follow them thought was "LOL XD THEY REKT A RHACK HATER XDDDDD", that they didn't even bother looking into the situation where the person's blog description said that they was dead and haven't been online since. I'm so fucking w… [view original content]
I just stumbled upon a video called "Obey The Walrus" on the "good web-series" thread, and started having tons of flashbacks. I can't handle watching it, or barely looking at the thumbnail; three years ago, a classmate of mine pursued me at school playing it on his phone, on full volume, and I literally couldn't walk around at home for an entire week because of it. I'm now having an anxiety attack.
Please don't be an asshole and don't post pictures of it.
That moment when one of your tenants granddaughters is cute as fuck and you don't have the balls to talk to her. AND WHEN SHE'S A COUPLE INCHES TALLER THAN YOU!
I just stumbled upon a video called "Obey The Walrus" on the "good web-series" thread, and started having tons of flashbacks. I can't handle… more watching it, or barely looking at the thumbnail; three years ago, a classmate of mine pursued me at school playing it on his phone, on full volume, and I literally couldn't walk around at home for an entire week because of it. I'm now having an anxiety attack.
Please don't be an asshole and don't post pictures of it.
Recently, I've been very stressed out thinking about my friendships.
For the past... Eh, maybe four to five years, I didn't care about being serious. I used sarcasm, humor, anything that got the other people to laugh. I didn't really care about it until now. I never talked to anybody about my problems, unless it was a serious one (Like for example, health.) I've been tempted to delete the ways I contact them (Mainly through facebook.) so I can try to get myself to be more serious. I'm just really fucking tired of faking who I am so a person can laugh. Very few people actually know things about me, (My parents, a few friends over the internet.)
I'm trying to decide if I should just keep using humor only and never be serious, or try to fix it. Thinking about it makes my chest filled with pressure, so uh, any suggestions?
I think you should tell the friends you trust. The ones that seem the most understanding. Don't try to hide your true self from them. Friendships are balanced. Sometimes, you have to express how you feel to your true friends and they'll try to help you. Maybe they'll go to you if they are having problems. Friendship is about understanding. If they don't want to here your problems, they are not your real friends. Real friends are supposed to care about you. Like I said in the beginning, talk to your real friends that you trust. Your friendship will probably become stronger if you do. Hope this helps.
Recently, I've been very stressed out thinking about my friendships.
For the past... Eh, maybe four to five years, I didn't care about be… moreing serious. I used sarcasm, humor, anything that got the other people to laugh. I didn't really care about it until now. I never talked to anybody about my problems, unless it was a serious one (Like for example, health.) I've been tempted to delete the ways I contact them (Mainly through facebook.) so I can try to get myself to be more serious. I'm just really fucking tired of faking who I am so a person can laugh. Very few people actually know things about me, (My parents, a few friends over the internet.)
I'm trying to decide if I should just keep using humor only and never be serious, or try to fix it. Thinking about it makes my chest filled with pressure, so uh, any suggestions?
Starts talking to pretty girl
Pretty girl is rumored to have girlfriend
Investigates to figure out solution
Solution is pretty girl… more be in relationship for over a year
Knows he should back the fuck off and not get involved in this shit again, but pretty girl is.. just... so.. damn... pretty...
PS: No real motives to date pretty girl or fuck with her relationship
The class clown has feelings, too? Who would have thought?
As @happylovelyperson2016 commented, you should be able to trust your friends, but then, who are your friends? Do they really care about you, or do they only hang around because you make them laugh?
There's also a cultural factor involved. In some places, when someone has not-so-happy feelings to express, friends encourage him/her to communicate and get it all out. In other places, the appropriate thing to do is leave him/her alone to come to terms with it, but that doesn't mean they don't care. What would your reaction be if a friend started telling you about his/her problems?
Anyway, on to suggestions. When it comes to online postings, it's easy to mix things in. If you normally only post funny things, start your message with, "Hey, everyone! What follows is an uncharacteristically serious post. If you only read my feed because you like to laugh, go watch this funny YouTube video instead. Otherwise, read on. You have been warned."
Real-life interactions are trickier. (Aren't they always?) For that, don't put the other person in shock by going all the way serious immediately. You might notice stand-up comedians often tell stories about really awful things that have happened to them, but they also then throw in a funny comment to make the crowd laugh about it. I'm not saying that's the perfect solution, and it doesn't work with everything anyway, just offering it as an example that you can still be a little bit funny even when you're dying inside. Once the topic has been broached, you won't have to disguise it as much. Though you should still be funny sometimes, too.
Recently, I've been very stressed out thinking about my friendships.
For the past... Eh, maybe four to five years, I didn't care about be… moreing serious. I used sarcasm, humor, anything that got the other people to laugh. I didn't really care about it until now. I never talked to anybody about my problems, unless it was a serious one (Like for example, health.) I've been tempted to delete the ways I contact them (Mainly through facebook.) so I can try to get myself to be more serious. I'm just really fucking tired of faking who I am so a person can laugh. Very few people actually know things about me, (My parents, a few friends over the internet.)
I'm trying to decide if I should just keep using humor only and never be serious, or try to fix it. Thinking about it makes my chest filled with pressure, so uh, any suggestions?
Before I rant about this, let me know if you want me to spoiler tag this.
Okay, so I know I usually don't rant about certain people and I… more was suppost to rant about this a long time ago but fuck it, there is this one Rhack shipper, by the (god awful) url of noiz-the-pizza-king. And they are a big piece of fucking shit.
They possibly caused someone to kill themselves only because they made a post saying "Reblog to kill daddy kink Rhack". The person who made that hate post was abused by themselves. But apparently they was "making up a bunch of lies" so it's all okay to bring them to the point of suicide. ))
The shipper who attacked them are actually getting praised by it worst of all, that the Rhack shippers who follow them thought was "LOL XD THEY REKT A RHACK HATER XDDDDD", that they didn't even bother looking into the situation where the person's blog description said that they was dead and haven't been online since. I'm so fucking w… [view original content]
I just stumbled upon a video called "Obey The Walrus" on the "good web-series" thread, and started having tons of flashbacks. I can't handle… more watching it, or barely looking at the thumbnail; three years ago, a classmate of mine pursued me at school playing it on his phone, on full volume, and I literally couldn't walk around at home for an entire week because of it. I'm now having an anxiety attack.
Please don't be an asshole and don't post pictures of it.
By take care of herself I mean Lara bathes everyday and fixes her hair and makeup every single day. She can still be beautiful even if she's… more fat. Dan smells and doesn't care to bathe but twice a week.
And that's seriously uncalled for dude. What the fuck?
I just stumbled upon a video called "Obey The Walrus" on the "good web-series" thread, and started having tons of flashbacks. I can't handle… more watching it, or barely looking at the thumbnail; three years ago, a classmate of mine pursued me at school playing it on his phone, on full volume, and I literally couldn't walk around at home for an entire week because of it. I'm now having an anxiety attack.
Please don't be an asshole and don't post pictures of it.
I really really really despise my chemistry class. I cannot take it anymore. My chemistry teacher is the worst. On Tuesday, I was gone for most of my class because I was going to donate blood for the blood drive at my school. Well it was a little too busy so I was sent back to class. We had like 20 minutes left. I got in class and saw that my class was playing Jeopardy: Chemistry Edition that the teacher made. My name was on the board to show what group I was assigned to. My group was losing and there was only like five or six questions left. Anyways, my group had one of the lowest scores. The scores were 1600, two 1500, 1400, and two 1200. My group had 1200. So here's the part I was angry about. I didn't care that I lost. However, my teacher decides to grade us based on our scores. The group with the 1600 had a 100. The groups with the 1500 had a 95. The group with the 1400 had a 90. The groups with the 1200 had an 84. An 84! That's a C according to our grading scale. And she didn't put it as a participation grade. She put it as a test grade! I'm just sitting at my desk enraged and my blood was boiling. I was thinking "are you serious?!" She doesn't realize that she is literally toying with our grades. I have an 87 in her glass which is a B- (thank god). I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going to explode.
I should be sleeping. I should be sleeping like a normal fucking 17 year old who has finished all of his work for the week. I should be listening to tasty ass jams, and sleeping. But what am I doing? I'm worrying... about politics, and eviction, and shitfucks attacking my family. So I don't sleep at night. I should be playing video games. I should be driving cars with my friends. I shouldn't be doing anything I am doing now, My life should be fucking different, and anyone my age who is going through shit like this, their life should be too. Why the fuck does it have to be this way? My mother keeps telling me "God has a plan", and I love her, and I don't mean to be rude to her, but what fucking god? What loving god would exist knowing shit like this happens, huh? What "loving" god would let some fucking asshole attack my family for 3 years straight and not let karma catch up to him? None. Because I don't see any fucking god. I tried to commit suicide a week ago, but I guess shit just doesn't work. I'm so fucking sick of everything.
Thank god this thread exists because if I have to bottle up this shit for much longer I'm gonna fucking explode.
I know that anxiety and frustration. Paranoia still keeps me up all night on edge. I'm still not one to say "Just live with it" but there are some things in life we can't control no matter how much we want to. As far as karma and god goes, I don't really believe in anything such as that. Partially due to have given up faith completely at a relatively young age. Good people do good things and suffer for it, Bad people do horrid things and get away with it. It's unfair, unjust but it's just part of this glorious fucked up world. It troubles me that you've attempted suicide as one of my family members has about a year ago. I don't say this to be presumptuous or insulting but maybe speaking to someone is best. Best of luck to ya
I should be sleeping. I should be sleeping like a normal fucking 17 year old who has finished all of his work for the week. I should be list… moreening to tasty ass jams, and sleeping. But what am I doing? I'm worrying... about politics, and eviction, and shitfucks attacking my family. So I don't sleep at night. I should be playing video games. I should be driving cars with my friends. I shouldn't be doing anything I am doing now, My life should be fucking different, and anyone my age who is going through shit like this, their life should be too. Why the fuck does it have to be this way? My mother keeps telling me "God has a plan", and I love her, and I don't mean to be rude to her, but what fucking god? What loving god would exist knowing shit like this happens, huh? What "loving" god would let some fucking asshole attack my family for 3 years straight and not let karma catch up to him? None. Because I don't see any fucking god. I tried to commit … [view original content]
Thanks. I've spoken to a lot of people, but none of them can help, not one of them. As for professional help, I can't get any. It costs so much fucking money, and we don't have insurance anymore thanks to my dumbshit father. And with suicide, I'm really sorry for your loss. Last year I lost someone important to me to suicide too, and it was a horrible feeling. That being said, I don't know why I tried to do it when he had already succeeded and it screwed me up. Maybe because I saw it as the only way out, and thought it would work this time. I don't know. Shit's just so fucking bad man.
I know that anxiety and frustration. Paranoia still keeps me up all night on edge. I'm still not one to say "Just live with it" but there ar… moree some things in life we can't control no matter how much we want to. As far as karma and god goes, I don't really believe in anything such as that. Partially due to have given up faith completely at a relatively young age. Good people do good things and suffer for it, Bad people do horrid things and get away with it. It's unfair, unjust but it's just part of this glorious fucked up world. It troubles me that you've attempted suicide as one of my family members has about a year ago. I don't say this to be presumptuous or insulting but maybe speaking to someone is best. Best of luck to ya
ever thought they may be right? gaming is great in moderation we all do it but when it takes over your life then YOU have a problem! if it aint enjoyable don't do it getting a job will allow you to do the bigger things you want to do. life costs get used to it
so why do my parents complain at me so much they say my love for japanese music and anime is stupid and that im almost 20 and shoukd be gett… moreing a job i just lost my christmas temp job and am waiting to hear from a job ive got to go to a pre screen for and they complain that i got the fallout 4 pipboy edition using store credit from trading in some of my old ps3 games and saying i should sell it they just dont understand my life is shit and i play games and watch anime because it makes me feel better i only get 2 hours in the evening to play online befause my dad makes stupidlybstrict rules i fail at my theory test no matter how many times i do it and girls are never interested in me at all and then people i know call me gay because i cant get a girlfriend its really eating away at me and stress is high thanks if you read even part of it i just needed to get it off my chest
I'm incredibly sorry to hear this. I have no idea if I can be any help at all or if I can answer you right away always, but you can send me a private message if you ever need to talk. And while you may not be able to get professional help at this time, I recommend you call a suicide hotline if you haven't already. I don't want you to commit suicide. Here's a number to a hotline; it's toll-free, confidential, and 24-hour: 1 (800) 273-8255.
I should be sleeping. I should be sleeping like a normal fucking 17 year old who has finished all of his work for the week. I should be list… moreening to tasty ass jams, and sleeping. But what am I doing? I'm worrying... about politics, and eviction, and shitfucks attacking my family. So I don't sleep at night. I should be playing video games. I should be driving cars with my friends. I shouldn't be doing anything I am doing now, My life should be fucking different, and anyone my age who is going through shit like this, their life should be too. Why the fuck does it have to be this way? My mother keeps telling me "God has a plan", and I love her, and I don't mean to be rude to her, but what fucking god? What loving god would exist knowing shit like this happens, huh? What "loving" god would let some fucking asshole attack my family for 3 years straight and not let karma catch up to him? None. Because I don't see any fucking god. I tried to commit … [view original content]
ever thought they may be right? gaming is great in moderation we all do it but when it takes over your life then YOU have a problem! if it … moreaint enjoyable don't do it getting a job will allow you to do the bigger things you want to do. life costs get used to it
Don't you just hate suck ups? They piss me off, seriously. Such feeble attempts to stroke a large ego and they seem innumerable wherever you go the internet, work, school etc
Thank you, I appreciate that. But I'm not sure some person over the phone who has literally no grasp on my situation and has no understanding of how I'm feeling mentally will help at all
I'm incredibly sorry to hear this. I have no idea if I can be any help at all or if I can answer you right away always, but you can send me … morea private message if you ever need to talk. And while you may not be able to get professional help at this time, I recommend you call a suicide hotline if you haven't already. I don't want you to commit suicide. Here's a number to a hotline; it's toll-free, confidential, and 24-hour: 1 (800) 273-8255.
Yeah, shit is pretty bad these days. I totally know the feel of politics and people attacking family/friends. Thing is, fear is what defeats us. Makes us vulnerable. Which is why, easier said than done, we make a stand and attempt to conquer that fear. Don't take your life, when you still have something that belongs. Things you can still gain. For all we know this might be our only shot in being alive, so let's make it count and say: "The world can bite my ass."
I should be sleeping. I should be sleeping like a normal fucking 17 year old who has finished all of his work for the week. I should be list… moreening to tasty ass jams, and sleeping. But what am I doing? I'm worrying... about politics, and eviction, and shitfucks attacking my family. So I don't sleep at night. I should be playing video games. I should be driving cars with my friends. I shouldn't be doing anything I am doing now, My life should be fucking different, and anyone my age who is going through shit like this, their life should be too. Why the fuck does it have to be this way? My mother keeps telling me "God has a plan", and I love her, and I don't mean to be rude to her, but what fucking god? What loving god would exist knowing shit like this happens, huh? What "loving" god would let some fucking asshole attack my family for 3 years straight and not let karma catch up to him? None. Because I don't see any fucking god. I tried to commit … [view original content]
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Rhack shippers are just... no.
Starts talking to pretty girl
Pretty girl is rumored to have girlfriend
Investigates to figure out solution
Solution is pretty girl be in relationship for over a year
Knows he should back the fuck off and not get involved in this shit again, but pretty girl is.. just... so.. damn... pretty...
PS: No real motives to date pretty girl or fuck with her relationship
@RockMySocks be my footsie friend I lost my old one two years ago
Hi.
Damn I thought swingpoynt replied to my comment
He did. I am swingpoynt.
OMG SIGN MY LEFT ASS CHECK
The left looks too inflamed, would the right one be okay?
of course!
I just stumbled upon a video called "Obey The Walrus" on the "good web-series" thread, and started having tons of flashbacks. I can't handle watching it, or barely looking at the thumbnail; three years ago, a classmate of mine pursued me at school playing it on his phone, on full volume, and I literally couldn't walk around at home for an entire week because of it. I'm now having an anxiety attack.
Please don't be an asshole and don't post pictures of it.
That moment when one of your tenants granddaughters is cute as fuck and you don't have the balls to talk to her. AND WHEN SHE'S A COUPLE INCHES TALLER THAN YOU!
Obey
Obey
Recently, I've been very stressed out thinking about my friendships.
For the past... Eh, maybe four to five years, I didn't care about being serious. I used sarcasm, humor, anything that got the other people to laugh. I didn't really care about it until now. I never talked to anybody about my problems, unless it was a serious one (Like for example, health.) I've been tempted to delete the ways I contact them (Mainly through facebook.) so I can try to get myself to be more serious. I'm just really fucking tired of faking who I am so a person can laugh. Very few people actually know things about me, (My parents, a few friends over the internet.)
I'm trying to decide if I should just keep using humor only and never be serious, or try to fix it. Thinking about it makes my chest filled with pressure, so uh, any suggestions?
I think you should tell the friends you trust. The ones that seem the most understanding. Don't try to hide your true self from them. Friendships are balanced. Sometimes, you have to express how you feel to your true friends and they'll try to help you. Maybe they'll go to you if they are having problems. Friendship is about understanding. If they don't want to here your problems, they are not your real friends. Real friends are supposed to care about you. Like I said in the beginning, talk to your real friends that you trust. Your friendship will probably become stronger if you do. Hope this helps.
Well i am sick with a cold and a fever right now, i feel like crap...
Freaking mice pooping everywhere and coming back faster than Arnold Schwarzenegger. -_-
ask to see if they let you watch it
Hypnotoad.
The class clown has feelings, too? Who would have thought?
As @happylovelyperson2016 commented, you should be able to trust your friends, but then, who are your friends? Do they really care about you, or do they only hang around because you make them laugh?
There's also a cultural factor involved. In some places, when someone has not-so-happy feelings to express, friends encourage him/her to communicate and get it all out. In other places, the appropriate thing to do is leave him/her alone to come to terms with it, but that doesn't mean they don't care. What would your reaction be if a friend started telling you about his/her problems?
Anyway, on to suggestions. When it comes to online postings, it's easy to mix things in. If you normally only post funny things, start your message with, "Hey, everyone! What follows is an uncharacteristically serious post. If you only read my feed because you like to laugh, go watch this funny YouTube video instead. Otherwise, read on. You have been warned."
Real-life interactions are trickier. (Aren't they always?) For that, don't put the other person in shock by going all the way serious immediately. You might notice stand-up comedians often tell stories about really awful things that have happened to them, but they also then throw in a funny comment to make the crowd laugh about it. I'm not saying that's the perfect solution, and it doesn't work with everything anyway, just offering it as an example that you can still be a little bit funny even when you're dying inside. Once the topic has been broached, you won't have to disguise it as much. Though you should still be funny sometimes, too.
Okay, I'm alright with shipping (usually) but that's taking it way too far.
Sorry.
What's wrong
Damn Flowey from Undertale to the deepest pit of hell where his stupid flower face belongs. Stupid homicidal video game character.
Oh god. That video is goddamn creepy.
My grandfather's wife died today after only a week since she was diagnosed with cancer.
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Damn, that must be hard, my thoughts go out for him and the rest of you.
I am sorry for your lost. I pray for you and your family.
I really really really despise my chemistry class. I cannot take it anymore. My chemistry teacher is the worst. On Tuesday, I was gone for most of my class because I was going to donate blood for the blood drive at my school. Well it was a little too busy so I was sent back to class. We had like 20 minutes left. I got in class and saw that my class was playing Jeopardy: Chemistry Edition that the teacher made. My name was on the board to show what group I was assigned to. My group was losing and there was only like five or six questions left. Anyways, my group had one of the lowest scores. The scores were 1600, two 1500, 1400, and two 1200. My group had 1200. So here's the part I was angry about. I didn't care that I lost. However, my teacher decides to grade us based on our scores. The group with the 1600 had a 100. The groups with the 1500 had a 95. The group with the 1400 had a 90. The groups with the 1200 had an 84. An 84! That's a C according to our grading scale. And she didn't put it as a participation grade. She put it as a test grade! I'm just sitting at my desk enraged and my blood was boiling. I was thinking "are you serious?!" She doesn't realize that she is literally toying with our grades. I have an 87 in her glass which is a B- (thank god). I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm going to explode.
I should be sleeping. I should be sleeping like a normal fucking 17 year old who has finished all of his work for the week. I should be listening to tasty ass jams, and sleeping. But what am I doing? I'm worrying... about politics, and eviction, and shitfucks attacking my family. So I don't sleep at night. I should be playing video games. I should be driving cars with my friends. I shouldn't be doing anything I am doing now, My life should be fucking different, and anyone my age who is going through shit like this, their life should be too. Why the fuck does it have to be this way? My mother keeps telling me "God has a plan", and I love her, and I don't mean to be rude to her, but what fucking god? What loving god would exist knowing shit like this happens, huh? What "loving" god would let some fucking asshole attack my family for 3 years straight and not let karma catch up to him? None. Because I don't see any fucking god. I tried to commit suicide a week ago, but I guess shit just doesn't work. I'm so fucking sick of everything.
Thank god this thread exists because if I have to bottle up this shit for much longer I'm gonna fucking explode.
I know that anxiety and frustration. Paranoia still keeps me up all night on edge. I'm still not one to say "Just live with it" but there are some things in life we can't control no matter how much we want to. As far as karma and god goes, I don't really believe in anything such as that. Partially due to have given up faith completely at a relatively young age. Good people do good things and suffer for it, Bad people do horrid things and get away with it. It's unfair, unjust but it's just part of this glorious fucked up world. It troubles me that you've attempted suicide as one of my family members has about a year ago. I don't say this to be presumptuous or insulting but maybe speaking to someone is best. Best of luck to ya
Thanks. I've spoken to a lot of people, but none of them can help, not one of them. As for professional help, I can't get any. It costs so much fucking money, and we don't have insurance anymore thanks to my dumbshit father. And with suicide, I'm really sorry for your loss. Last year I lost someone important to me to suicide too, and it was a horrible feeling. That being said, I don't know why I tried to do it when he had already succeeded and it screwed me up. Maybe because I saw it as the only way out, and thought it would work this time. I don't know. Shit's just so fucking bad man.
ever thought they may be right? gaming is great in moderation we all do it but when it takes over your life then YOU have a problem! if it aint enjoyable don't do it getting a job will allow you to do the bigger things you want to do. life costs get used to it
I'm incredibly sorry to hear this. I have no idea if I can be any help at all or if I can answer you right away always, but you can send me a private message if you ever need to talk. And while you may not be able to get professional help at this time, I recommend you call a suicide hotline if you haven't already. I don't want you to commit suicide. Here's a number to a hotline; it's toll-free, confidential, and 24-hour: 1 (800) 273-8255.
i wouldnt say its taking over my life but this is an old comment
Don't you just hate suck ups? They piss me off, seriously. Such feeble attempts to stroke a large ego and they seem innumerable wherever you go the internet, work, school etc
Thank you, I appreciate that. But I'm not sure some person over the phone who has literally no grasp on my situation and has no understanding of how I'm feeling mentally will help at all
Yeah, shit is pretty bad these days. I totally know the feel of politics and people attacking family/friends. Thing is, fear is what defeats us. Makes us vulnerable. Which is why, easier said than done, we make a stand and attempt to conquer that fear. Don't take your life, when you still have something that belongs. Things you can still gain. For all we know this might be our only shot in being alive, so let's make it count and say: "The world can bite my ass."